flow4eva

It's almost Fall. In my opinion the best time of the year. Recently I've been thinking about how when presented with the good, and the bad I choose the bad. Not making bad decisions necessarily, just picking the wrong person. I've been friends with this chick for a while, before I met my last girlfriend, I blew her off for something that was totally wrong. And I stayed in the fucking relationship entirely too long. Throuhgout this time I've been in contact with Mary, flaking on her when we're suppose to hang out, missing dinners and shit. Being a lame for sure, but now that I stand alone no one near me, I think of her. I know she thinks of me.Maybe subconsciously I know I'm not the person she needs to be with. I would hate myself if I fucked up our friendship. She has stuck by my side through some bullshit...Beautiful blond locks, soft spoken, and she's from Finland. So much for staying away from the drama. The accent is the killer...