flit

smoking + webdesign
My brain hurts, I'm trying to build my website as I only have a .jpeg teaser up currently... I hate it, I've been staring at it too long and it isn't interactive. I find that every 6 months or so I grow so much creatively that previous works tend to disappoint.

I also have projects to work on, so self promotion probably shouldn't be on my plate right now. However, I find that my 'online reputation' needs to be upheld.

I started smoking again June 6, 2009. I had 'quit' for 2 years but made the conscious decision to start it up again. I saw a very unflaturing photo of myself that someone was nice enough to post on facebook. Thanks. I accually started to cry, I noticed that since butting out I have gained over 50 lbs. *shakes head in discust* This compelled me to start going back through the photos to try and figure out where I went wrong... 2 years later I saw a very fit and much yonger looking me. I look now like I ate that girl.

I have started a self experiement to see if I morph into that girl again. My research is as follows:

* great deal of motivation
* agression comes along with this
* no munching, in fact I turned down ice cream... ICE CREAM!!!
* the flem, she is back
* not enjoying them as much as before... do to this I'm trying to find a new brand.
* things have slowed down a bit
* cut down on the 'other white smoke'

We'll see how it goes...