I think it is time for me to embark upon a new stage in my life. I do not know what it is yet...but I hope some direction or sign comes along. Otherwise, I will be left to sort it out on my own. I wish I could become a more social being who was not so terribly self-conscious. 
ddom:
I like offering advice but this is one area that I'm terrible. Good luck and let me know I can offer support.