i can't decide wheather or not to go to the guttermouth/ strech arm strong show.
i need to figure out what i'm going to do with the rest of my life. what school and where. i hate being butt-ass broke all of the time.
i was feeling the emptiness today, you know the feeling that everything is never going to be okay. that the damage has been done and there will be no recovery. i was letting the weight crush me until i found some of my socks that my daughter hid in a box. no rhyme, no reason. just my daughter unknowingly uplifting my whole day.
well, baby girl was discharged from the hospital today. she was finally able to hold down solids. she'd been in since wednesday afternoon. it was rough. she had to have an iv, she cried alot. she's home now and everything's going back to normal.
her mom did the wierdest shit last night. she tried really hard to start a fight over the most stupid shit....
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her mom did the wierdest shit last night. she tried really hard to start a fight over the most stupid shit....
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sophie_sass:
Wow, I hope everything is ok with your daughter, my little lump pales in comparison to a sick child. What was wrong with her, if you don't mind me asking?
mrdisposal:
we recorded at some dude's house in kansas city.
it wasn't even a studio.
eh. you get what you pay for i guess.
it wasn't even a studio.
eh. you get what you pay for i guess.
baby girl's sick. in the hospital for a couple of days. rotavirus. the virus causes mucho vomit and diarrhea. she's been hospitalized for dehydration. she's on an iv, and can only have limited amounts of fluids. she went to the doctor wednesday. when i met up w/ her and her mom she was so skinny, it really freaked me out. her eyes were bugging out....
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what did the five fingers say to the face?
SLAP!!!
SLAP!!!
mrdisposal:
show me yo tittays! i'm rick james bitch!
my fucking piece of shit car broke down today. i have been thinking about getting a new car a lot lately. ...wierd... i can barely afford a new car but i might as well. at least i work in a garage and can get a fuckin good price on repairs. god damn piece of shit.
baby's mama drama ahoy! goddamit. i want to take the kid to a hotrod show today. of course her mom says no. she fully well knows she's just playing games. and the bullshit she's trying to push over on me. i think it's all about valentine's day. i think she wants to see me as upset as she feels. dammit.
i'm watching sid and nancy for the first time. i'm surprised at the accuracy of some of the events. some of it is pure shite, but hey. my job prospect in lawrence was a bust. lower pay and less hours? ...mmmm, no. i'll still move though.