flimshaw

kinda drunk right now. i'm supposed to be at an appointment at 9:30 tomarrow. in olathe. a 30+ minute drive considering traffic. i'm going to talk to an advisor at the community college. diet college. high school +1. actually, i think it'll be a good way for me to transfer back into the student life. i didn't try at all in high school, but i didn't have anything to lose then.

tonight i went to a bar i wasn't sure i'd like. better than i expected. the jackpot. i didn't approach the girl i wanted to, but what else is new?

today was actually a very busy day for me. first, i cooked the little lady breakfast. then we went to a friend's grave who died 6 years ago thurs. he's burried like 10 miles west of ottawa, which is the middle of nowhere. where's that? nowhere. on the way back we stopped at the ...? whatever ?18th? annual rod show in ottawa. billet as far as the eye could see. so many fucking high-dollar non-driven trailer queens i was annoyed. there were a few kool kustoms and a rat rod or two, but the whole thing was kind of a bust. when we got home i watched irreversable while she took her nap. holy shit. all i can say is 10 minute long anal rape scene. not for the meek. after that mother of hers' picked her up i returned the movies and rented/bought some more. i rented vistor q and bought audition and junk. junk is supposed to be a mandatory zombie movie, so i'm excited.

oh and tomarrow i'm also going to go talk with shaun the african about starting an japanese sleeve. i'm getting three paychecks this month so i might as well blow it right? ...right?

okay so after typing this i think i've sobered up enough to go to bed.