flimshaw

i'm watching scarface and shopping for lowrider bikes.

the baby's mama is up to her old tricks. sometimes it feels like she lives only to make my life hard. i don't even want to get into what she did tonight.

i don't think i got the job i was up for. i interviewed tuesday and haven't heard anything since then. so i called today to see what's up and the guy said "well...
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i forgot about the guttermouth/ strech arm strong show. d'oh.

i was offered a job in lawrence. doing alignments and light mechcanical work. i have zero experience doing alignments. and i will make the same hourly, but will have to give up my 5 hours of overtime every week. but to even it out i'll be making like a 5% commission on every job i...
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i'm really freaked out. my daughter might have neurofibromatosis. i need to schedule an appointment at children's mercy hospital. she'll have to see a genetics specialist. this is so fucking depressing. some people have to have spinal fusions. shit...

i can't decide wheather or not to go to the guttermouth/ strech arm strong show.

i need to figure out what i'm going to do with the rest of my life. what school and where. i hate being butt-ass broke all of the time.

i was feeling the emptiness today, you know the feeling that everything is never going to be okay. that the damage has been done and there will be no recovery. i was letting the weight crush me until i found some of my socks that my daughter hid in a box. no rhyme, no reason. just my daughter unknowingly uplifting my whole day.

well, baby girl was discharged from the hospital today. she was finally able to hold down solids. she'd been in since wednesday afternoon. it was rough. she had to have an iv, she cried alot. she's home now and everything's going back to normal.

her mom did the wierdest shit last night. she tried really hard to start a fight over the most stupid shit....
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baby girl's sick. in the hospital for a couple of days. rotavirus. the virus causes mucho vomit and diarrhea. she's been hospitalized for dehydration. she's on an iv, and can only have limited amounts of fluids. she went to the doctor wednesday. when i met up w/ her and her mom she was so skinny, it really freaked me out. her eyes were bugging out....
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what did the five fingers say to the face?

SLAP!!!

my fucking piece of shit car broke down today. i have been thinking about getting a new car a lot lately. ...wierd... i can barely afford a new car but i might as well. at least i work in a garage and can get a fuckin good price on repairs. god damn piece of shit.