Holy Crap! This last week has been crazy! I'll try and give the the condensed version of things.
~my grandmother died. Don't really want to talk about it too much. I'm grieving in a strange way, I guess because I'm not sure how to.
~I met Boi this last week and OMG! She is sooooooooo hawt! I really wish i could have spent more time with her though. We went to girlbar and danced and talked and stuff. Um, I wanted to do bad, bad things. She was really awesome though and I get really sad when we said goodbye. I know she hated LA ans it made me sad, cuz I hate it too and I'm stuck here! Argh!!!! But if she moves to SF at least I can stay with a really hot Boi!
~So I ran into this really fucking gorgeous butchy girl at the Revolver last sunday whom I had theee hugest crush on at Dinah Shore! I was really drunk and kinda made a fool of myself in front of her. Then I saw her later at the Here bar were I puked on the patio. She knew my guy friend and we talked more. I could've died!
Then friday at GirlBar I went to the back to get a drink and she was behind the bar bartending. Holy Crap! I'm seeing her fucking everywhere and I get all weak at the knees when I see her. Her name is Shelly. I'm thinking a Shelly and Boi sandwich would be a dream. JK......or not!
~Craziness! I spoke to my ex-girlfriend today. She was my first! This was quite a while ago. We contacted each other through classmates, that site is pretty cool! I'm happy we're talking again. I was a bitch and left a lot of open doors. Although she was by far not innocent in the matter I stopped talking to her cold which wasn't fair. I really needed closure and I know I never gave her that either. Now that we're talking I hope things can get patched up. She was a good friend! I just don't think things will be too wierd because of the history we have. It will be hard!
~Wow, I've been talking about a lot of other chicks. I'm bad. But the most sexiest chick ever is my girl Dea! She rocks. I like that we are comfortable enough with each other to talk about and check out other chicks. It's all about trust........and the little butterflies!
Ahhhhh.....I love little butterflies!
~my grandmother died. Don't really want to talk about it too much. I'm grieving in a strange way, I guess because I'm not sure how to.
~I met Boi this last week and OMG! She is sooooooooo hawt! I really wish i could have spent more time with her though. We went to girlbar and danced and talked and stuff. Um, I wanted to do bad, bad things. She was really awesome though and I get really sad when we said goodbye. I know she hated LA ans it made me sad, cuz I hate it too and I'm stuck here! Argh!!!! But if she moves to SF at least I can stay with a really hot Boi!
~So I ran into this really fucking gorgeous butchy girl at the Revolver last sunday whom I had theee hugest crush on at Dinah Shore! I was really drunk and kinda made a fool of myself in front of her. Then I saw her later at the Here bar were I puked on the patio. She knew my guy friend and we talked more. I could've died!
Then friday at GirlBar I went to the back to get a drink and she was behind the bar bartending. Holy Crap! I'm seeing her fucking everywhere and I get all weak at the knees when I see her. Her name is Shelly. I'm thinking a Shelly and Boi sandwich would be a dream. JK......or not!
~Craziness! I spoke to my ex-girlfriend today. She was my first! This was quite a while ago. We contacted each other through classmates, that site is pretty cool! I'm happy we're talking again. I was a bitch and left a lot of open doors. Although she was by far not innocent in the matter I stopped talking to her cold which wasn't fair. I really needed closure and I know I never gave her that either. Now that we're talking I hope things can get patched up. She was a good friend! I just don't think things will be too wierd because of the history we have. It will be hard!
~Wow, I've been talking about a lot of other chicks. I'm bad. But the most sexiest chick ever is my girl Dea! She rocks. I like that we are comfortable enough with each other to talk about and check out other chicks. It's all about trust........and the little butterflies!
Ahhhhh.....I love little butterflies!
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Yea, she flaked out again. Her "flakieness" is one of the constants of the universe.
Take care and give me a holler if you need anything.