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And the progress I thought we made regresses. I just got in an argument with my mother about Gay Marriages. All this coverage on the news makes it hard to be around a tv and my folks at the same time right now. She said she didn't want to talk about the issue, that was until I walked out of the room then she preceded to talk about it with y father. Saying such BS as marriage is "under God" and God didn't intend for gays to marry. WTF!!!!!????? When I walked back in and tried to say something she told me she wasn't talking to me, she was talking to my father. Oh, so I'm not aloud in this conversation???? This after just the other day she asked me why I can't talk to her about my feelings. Well mom, you just fucked that up! Things like this is why I don't talk to her. GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

So I really need to move out soon. Living at home isn't getting any easier. So, if you or anyone you know is looking for a roommate in the LA area between now and summer the call me!!! Please!!!!!!

As for V-Day. It was very nice. I had a picnic for Dea. Then we went hiking. We saw a mountain lion in the distance too and it scared the shit out of us. Funny thing is when the two of us are walking on the side of the street she always makes me walk on the inside. But when faced with danger in the wild I took control by grabbing her, putting her furthest away and getting the hell out of dodge. I luv the fight for control in a relationship, it's fun!

Later that night we went to a Mardi Gras party with all my Haunt friends and they all met Dea for the first time. My two best friends Brooke and Question liked her a lot, it made me happy. Oh, and dude, I ran into a chick I went to elementary school with. It was way trippy. She knew like one person there but walked around like she was tough shit. This made me laugh because see she was the Bully Bitch when we were little. She's still pretty nasty and no one at the party cared for her too much. But she was making a nice effort to talk to me, lol. She preceeds to tell people it makes sense that I like girls because I apparently had all but one girl friend when we were little, so it all makes sense. Whatever! That makes no sense. And how does she know who my firneds were, she certainly wasn't one of them. Oh and she was quick to announce that she was "Bi". I think she just said it because she saw me and Dea together. It was kinda a bandwagon, "let's impress them because being Bi is so trendy' kinda thing. I fucking rock though. She said I looked different, as in a "Damn, she's fucking hot, why was I ever mean to her" kinda way. Maybe a high school reunion wouldn't be too bad to go to afterall!

Blasphemy sent me another quiz. I think I'm getting addicted to these things. This one was
Dante's Inferno Test I got:

Second Level of Hell
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You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Cleopatra and Helen of Troy are two that share in your fate.

Amusing!