flawlesimpurity

OMG! I got the coolest gig ever! I'm working on this incredible film in Hollywood being shot at a castle and this eclectic place called the Gemini Manor. Don't quite know what my title is though, I think it's mostly the directors personal assistant but it also is including things such as 2nd AD, script supervisor and even boom operator, lol. As long as I get credits across the board fine with me! This films main objective is to lure some big Hollywood moguls in investing their riches in a production company the director is starting......so basically this job can lead to many more awesome opportunities!
.........I'm Happy!

Things I'm not happy about......girls with drama! I got in my second somewhat argument/fight, whatever you want to call it, with my girl. Oye! It was about her ex-girlfriend, whom she's still good friends with, who called her when we were out together. They argued on the phone for 15 minutes while I sat on a curb waiting for her to get off the phone, nice huh? Her ex was arguing with her about how she doesn't spend enough time with her and how she's mad that she spends more time with another ex too. Confusing. Supposedly she hasn't said anything about me yet. I get to meet her tonight when we watch The L Word. This chick is not going to like me. I swear I'm so out of there if she bugs me. All these chicks are so into her, including ex's, I'm so not going to get jealous! I don't want the drama, I'll just detach myself, what are we anyways?

I'm so confused about this whole relationship. I don't even understand what we are. First we were unofficially dating, which meant we were going out on dates but we weren't "officially dating" because we didn't discuss it yet. Then we discussed it and made it official that we were dating. We don't call each other "girlfriends" yet because it's not a commitment, so we call each other our "girl". This sounded cute but now it's bugging me. She asked me last weekend if we were exclusive. I told her I wasn't seeing anyone else, she replied she wasn't either. So exclusiveness was kinda established, but she refuses to call us girlfriends because it carries too much weight. Doesn't it all mean the same thing???? I'm soooo confused!!!!!!!! Argh!?!?!?!!!

I take it as if she's not my girlfriend I can still see other people. I don't really want to and there really aren't any candidates anyways but if the opportunity arrosed I guess I could take it.....until she steps up to the plate and makes the committment word......"girlfriend".

Oye, women. So you free? LOL.