So.....I'm sitting here reading my e-mail and such and I reach down and touch myself, I do this quite often, hehe. But the funny thing is I'm extremely wet right now. What the fuck! I left this girl 4 hours ago and I'm still creaming in my chonies! But, it does put a smile on my face 
Actually today was an amazing day at work. This doesn't happen too often, it was because "SHE" was there today. And you know what? A Hammock in dark, secluded beams inbetween shows is not safe with two chicks working together who can't keep their hands off of each other. But, I made it through the shift. ::phew:: might be bringing doughnuts in to work soon too...if you know what I mean? ::winks::
Don't you hate it when your feelings are yanked every which way? Aahhhh!!!! (Prepare yourself for long winded rambling) I've been stressing and getting my hopes up for something I shouldn't even be getting my hopes up for in the first place. See I'm considered "casual" status at work right now. What the fuck is that? A step up from seasonal, maybe a few more hours, more free tickets, more money and a good chance of not getting laid off in the off season. Doesn't sound too bad but I'm fucking greedy! 3 or 4 part-time positions opened and I WANT IT! The difference is more hours and health benefits which I can certainly use. See the thing that is stressing me out is I have no clue what my chances are of getting this spot. If this was a perfect world the four people who've worked at Knott's the longest whom aren't all ready part-time would get the 4 open positions....then I would score! Problem is I think they are going to go for favorites or people who are really good at like mostly one thing. Fuck that! I'm so god damn vesatile it's sick! What really make me sad is 9 out of 10 people who applyed for the positions don't even really give a fuck! They shit talk their job all the time and talk about getting other jobs like all they need to do is snap their fingers. Then their are the other people with side jobs, still going to school or no intentions to, or ho-hum are just working there to take up some time in their life and make some money while doing it. How come it's the really dedicated people who always get screwed? Seriously I've worked at Knott's since 1994, all seasonally of course but I've worked my way through that park doing all kinds of shit. Why? Cause I honestly love working there! God knows there is better money out there but I kinda feel it's a blessing to find a job you really love to do! Anyways, rambled enough.......can you tell this is really bothering me, sweet jesus I just want to know!
K, less rambling. I'm going to San Francisco tommorrow night for a couple of days. I'm sooooooooooooooooo excited, can't you tell (as those feelings get yanked another direction) ? This is going to be a total pussy tease though! I'm going with a bunch of friends from work to go see an ice show similar to the one I'm working on now. The little free time we do have they'lll want to site-see......Boring!!!!! I lived up there for quite a while going to school. Dude I want to check out all my old stomping grounds! I wante to stroll through Castro, Haight, North Beach and Union Square dammit! And at night I want to go to my goth clubs, gay/lesbian bars or fetish clubs. But this isn't my trip, so I'll be happy I was invited and hold back a tear or too as I look at places that bring back old memories....and I hope I don't run into any old girlfriends, lol. Who knows maybe I can squeeze in a piercing or two at my tattoo parlor on Haight, hehe. I will wish "she" was there with me!
::sighing::
Actually today was an amazing day at work. This doesn't happen too often, it was because "SHE" was there today. And you know what? A Hammock in dark, secluded beams inbetween shows is not safe with two chicks working together who can't keep their hands off of each other. But, I made it through the shift. ::phew:: might be bringing doughnuts in to work soon too...if you know what I mean? ::winks::
Don't you hate it when your feelings are yanked every which way? Aahhhh!!!! (Prepare yourself for long winded rambling) I've been stressing and getting my hopes up for something I shouldn't even be getting my hopes up for in the first place. See I'm considered "casual" status at work right now. What the fuck is that? A step up from seasonal, maybe a few more hours, more free tickets, more money and a good chance of not getting laid off in the off season. Doesn't sound too bad but I'm fucking greedy! 3 or 4 part-time positions opened and I WANT IT! The difference is more hours and health benefits which I can certainly use. See the thing that is stressing me out is I have no clue what my chances are of getting this spot. If this was a perfect world the four people who've worked at Knott's the longest whom aren't all ready part-time would get the 4 open positions....then I would score! Problem is I think they are going to go for favorites or people who are really good at like mostly one thing. Fuck that! I'm so god damn vesatile it's sick! What really make me sad is 9 out of 10 people who applyed for the positions don't even really give a fuck! They shit talk their job all the time and talk about getting other jobs like all they need to do is snap their fingers. Then their are the other people with side jobs, still going to school or no intentions to, or ho-hum are just working there to take up some time in their life and make some money while doing it. How come it's the really dedicated people who always get screwed? Seriously I've worked at Knott's since 1994, all seasonally of course but I've worked my way through that park doing all kinds of shit. Why? Cause I honestly love working there! God knows there is better money out there but I kinda feel it's a blessing to find a job you really love to do! Anyways, rambled enough.......can you tell this is really bothering me, sweet jesus I just want to know!
K, less rambling. I'm going to San Francisco tommorrow night for a couple of days. I'm sooooooooooooooooo excited, can't you tell (as those feelings get yanked another direction) ? This is going to be a total pussy tease though! I'm going with a bunch of friends from work to go see an ice show similar to the one I'm working on now. The little free time we do have they'lll want to site-see......Boring!!!!! I lived up there for quite a while going to school. Dude I want to check out all my old stomping grounds! I wante to stroll through Castro, Haight, North Beach and Union Square dammit! And at night I want to go to my goth clubs, gay/lesbian bars or fetish clubs. But this isn't my trip, so I'll be happy I was invited and hold back a tear or too as I look at places that bring back old memories....and I hope I don't run into any old girlfriends, lol. Who knows maybe I can squeeze in a piercing or two at my tattoo parlor on Haight, hehe. I will wish "she" was there with me!
::sighing::
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you said chonies!
dude, what goth clubs do you go to around here??? some of sgla'ers usually hit up stuff on thursdays, fridays and saturdays. you should come hang out with us and meet all sorts of interesting individuals to include me. we're harmless.
have fun in san fran. i was just up there for thanksgiving weekend on a mini roadtrip/getaway. i didn't go to any goth/fetish clubs really, except this sg event that was held for some lusty lady benefit. i did witness lube wrestling.
the fact that you even mention tori amos!!!! ::swoon::
The crowds vary from 2-3 SG people to sometimes like 30. All depends on a number of different things. Sound fun?