Hi guys,
Today, I want to show you the new add to my tattoo collection!
So, I don't talk alot about my personal life on the site, but I have the feeling that I need to explain why I choose a deathmoth out of any other thing.
2 months ago, my boyfriend found is bestfriend dead in is appartement. He killed himself. He didn't leave any notes or reason or whatever the fuck he decide to end his days. It broke my heart. It broke my boyfriend's heart and all our friends did not understand why he did such a thing.
This guys was one of my good friend, he hungs out with us once a week or more, always there when we need him and such a sweet heart. But we fight alot. We have both a big personnality and we always said what we thought. But still, even if we fight, he was still my friend and we still liked each other.
Anyway, he had just one tattoo and he was proud of it. Guess what it was? A death moth. I felt like I need it to pass this step, to turn the page but never forget my good friend. I think of him every freacking day and I will for the rest of my life.
So please guys, if you ever though about killing yourself, go ask for help! There's people out there who love you with all their heart. People who care alot about you, even if you think they dont. Never forget all the people you will leave behind and all the good thing you are going to miss. You are not weak, you are strong and enough to kick yourself in the butt to talk about it!
I wish that no one else have to feel this pain, the pain of regret. Don't forget to say "I love you" to the one you love, to the one you care about.
Sur ce, good night
-(emotional)Flareh
