flannery

the doctor asked him what he was afraid of
just what was he running from?
he said, "it's not a fear of success, nor of closeness
but of going through life feeling numb."

that's why i love the unknown
i love the unknown
he said he loves the unknown
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i have tendency to bail with things gets tough, i'm gonna try to ride this relationbship out for a bit (for once)
the longest relationship i've ever been in: 6 months
pretty ? yep

spring is here, maybe its time for me to makes somechanges with myself instead makig veryone else jump through hoops

like rocky said "if you can change, and i can change we all an change" - and that pretty much ended communism, so hopefully it will wok for me
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i am in a good mood, i am in a good mood
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thank god for all the new philly concerts coming : it really brightened up my spring: q and not u, DFA 1979, bloc party, m83, and manitoba
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happy easter
and may your catholic guilts fade