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ROCK! That is kewl. ugh going home after eating shitty pizza... ouch.

On what ?

ack everything. well not really. i wrote the above in a very drained/burned out state-of-mind last night. i just have so many things on my plate right now, it can get a little overwhelming, especially given that I'm probably not where I should be, I'm pushing myself way beyond what is noraml, but what the hell I'm a masochist.

*laughs* You got THAT right !

oh man i used to work at this new age retreat center, and one week a year they would have a seminar by whitley striber, the guy who wrote communion. and for that week the place wasm crawling with folks who claimed to have been abducted. but we couldn't call them abductees, because they didn't like that term. we had to refer to them as "experiencers". also, during that week, i sat in on a big group discussion that was supposed to be about debunking conspiracvy theories, but ended up being a bunch of "experiencers" sitting around talking about how their dentists had put inplants in their teeth so that aliens could track them. i swear.

hi

phone booth did seem like a short gone too far, good call. some of these movies coming out today *shakes fist in the air*

feeling better but whatever i had sure kicked my ass. still feeling kinda

vanilla soy kicks ass!

Voyeurism is still considered a paraphilic disorder according to the DSM-IV. So is exhibitionism.

I like this journal entry. You might like what my pal Bombay wrote about alcohol. Very apt and witty.

I would know how you feel if I weren't in denail that Tea has caffeine.

Having been married (*gasp* - actual personal history details exposed! I feel kinda dirty) I in retrospect think quite a lotof things about it were conceptually great, but it had nothing to do with the formality or even teh standard conceptual trappings. Deeply sharing someone's company in profound and connected ways can be fucking awesome - and it can be damn frustrating and challenging... but to me, exploring that balance and seeing the world through those shared eyes is what relationships are all about. The actual details and structure is in the end joust another facet of it to explore.

Congrats are in order then. I know I am ready to expore intimacy with someone that can head into serious/scary directions, but I am def. not ready to really be considering places that have Looong term in them.

I def. can appreciate that feeling of accomplishment when you can even start to consider an idea abstractly as something that someday could be a good thing. For me its the kidlet issue. I used to be overwhelmingly adamadntly no-kid... now I can actually think about the concept fondly and think 'yah I could see that someday' ...

me 2....ugh

*pout* Spring-time colds are the WORST! Ok MidSummer hotter than fuck colds are worse... but yah. Bad workaholic..naughty workaholic. :0 Feel better!

thanks for both yer posts, sweetie!! how is the job search going?

re: horrible/wonderful breakfast foods, ever tried the egg & cheese on a croissant, DD speciality? lands like a brick, but tastes SOOO good, especially on those foul a.m.'s.