flakaseagulls

life. i'm not sure if life is completely fucking insane, or just most humans are. it's amazing that we all have our own versions of reality, and dont realize the dangers of not at least considering that there are external realities to the ones we perceive. *sigh*

i think i choose to be alone bc many of the people in my life have been a drain, and i spend most of my time in recovery. or i should get the fuck outta dodge and start over. but guilt trips from people that depend on me (and are grownups who dont have to) can be a bitch...but life is short...you see how this can go on and on. must find the balance.

or just the right person.