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So... This weekend was interesting to say the least

Discovering your mothers loser boyfriend beats her
Being drunk enough not to care quite what you look like doing that dance
Bursting blood vessels
Defacing your friends car
Phoning you because you seem to care
Staying over at your ex boyfriends house
Being a hypocrit
Staying silent because you hate the words I want to shout
Letting you hold my hand
Agreeing to what would appear to be lies

I've slipped into that place where I dont quite... exist is the wrong word.
Every one's acting so strange lately
& I'm 6 years old and today my best friends name is Charlie
No... you can't see him