So, now I have a picture of me up. I don't think this is a good thing, but I could be wrong. It seems a little blurry, but that may just be my self defense mechanisms kicking in and trying to keep me from seeing ugly or something.
Homework has officially fried my brain. Think so good I no longer, now do. Dammit.
I can't...
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Homework has officially fried my brain. Think so good I no longer, now do. Dammit.
I can't...
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I am falling in love with NIN all over again:
"the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his fucking arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back at the beginning
sinking
spinning...
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"the clouds will part and the sky cracks open
and god himself will reach his fucking arm
through
just to push you down
just to hold you down
stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
and it's hard to believe it could come down to this
back at the beginning
sinking
spinning...
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I think I'm happy. With all these p(r)etty words, you spoil me again and I can breathe, I can smile, I can laugh.
Now, do I find someone to share it with? Do I look for my dream girl and risk getting hurt or making something out of nothing? I know it's got to be worth it, but I don't know if the moons have...
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Now, do I find someone to share it with? Do I look for my dream girl and risk getting hurt or making something out of nothing? I know it's got to be worth it, but I don't know if the moons have...
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faeriedust:
Yes I am moving on from the ex.
It helps that he is an egotistical asshole.....
I've been having a lot of fun for the last week being single too, that helps alot.
It helps that he is an egotistical asshole.....
I've been having a lot of fun for the last week being single too, that helps alot.
mercie:
I made something out of not enough I believe...
thanks for your comment... your words looked like they were written from the heart. I appreciate that, I honestly do.....
Interest is very hard to gauge, I fucked it up apparantly... and I'll be sleeping alone tonight.
thanks for your comment... your words looked like they were written from the heart. I appreciate that, I honestly do.....
Interest is very hard to gauge, I fucked it up apparantly... and I'll be sleeping alone tonight.
So, not much new is going on other than I can only randomly access the internet. Which sucks.
Regardless, I did find out what my schedule will be like next semester at school, and it will be absolutely amazing. I get to take 5-6 English Classes, none of which start before noon and they don't start until two on Mondays or Wenesdays. Fridays? no classes....
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Regardless, I did find out what my schedule will be like next semester at school, and it will be absolutely amazing. I get to take 5-6 English Classes, none of which start before noon and they don't start until two on Mondays or Wenesdays. Fridays? no classes....
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rokette:
I started at a community college in August and signed up for graphic design. I didn't really want to take it, but the first semester was mostly "art classes" - at least that's what they told me - but I figured at least I would be in some school until I figured out where I really wanted to go. Monday I went to my first classes...all 11 hours of them. I dropped all but one, a photography class, which after the second class found out it was a five hours class with two ten minute breaks. So if you know where I can find a good ART school, some one please send me info!
I think that I might like the dead girls the best. They make a lot more noise, flash some more lights, but end up fighting a lot less. There's something comforting about a mate that's farther in than you are.
It's been so long since I've had a mate that I'm not sure that I remember the motions exactly, but the dance will never leave...
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It's been so long since I've had a mate that I'm not sure that I remember the motions exactly, but the dance will never leave...
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spooky520:
I will see you Saturday...hopefully something will go right for us one of these days.
faeriedust:
oh. I'm so sorry about your pain.
I just lost my fiance, so I know how you are feeling, well not completely of course, you can never really say you know.
I just lost my fiance, so I know how you are feeling, well not completely of course, you can never really say you know.
Well, another good night. I love being a nerd and being happy because I am somewhat okay at my little nerdy games.
So, my father gave the hammering about what I'm going to do with my life today. I want to be an English major, he wants me to continue with my Computer Science route.
The question is, I suppose, should I stay miserable and mediocre at CS when I can be happy and upper tier at English? Writing is my thing, even though I'm sure I...
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The question is, I suppose, should I stay miserable and mediocre at CS when I can be happy and upper tier at English? Writing is my thing, even though I'm sure I...
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fixate:
It appears that way. I think it's a good sign that we need to all get together and move to Canada. I think it's safer up there.
spooky520:
I agree with you on the amendment. I have several gay/lesbian friends and I really feel for them. This shit sucks.
The shit they have to put up with on a normal day just shows how small minded people are.
About the school thing, there is always the double major thing...I really think that you need to follow your heart. Being unhappy later on because you took the choice that someone else wanted you to take will drive you insane. Hey Justin, just look at me...
I know it really doesn't count for much, i'm not paying for anything but you have my support. If you ever need someone to talk with you know how to reach me.
Later...off to BME
The shit they have to put up with on a normal day just shows how small minded people are.
About the school thing, there is always the double major thing...I really think that you need to follow your heart. Being unhappy later on because you took the choice that someone else wanted you to take will drive you insane. Hey Justin, just look at me...
I know it really doesn't count for much, i'm not paying for anything but you have my support. If you ever need someone to talk with you know how to reach me.
Later...off to BME
I finally get to party tonight. I never, NEVER go out and do a bunch of dumb shit and just have fun. Now, I get to. Thank god for classes being cancelled for election day.
Just wish I had someone to party with...
Just wish I had someone to party with...
rokette:
*Parties with Fixate*
fixate:
Thank you. That rocks, even if it's only in jest and on the screen. It made me giggle, although the alcohol sure helps with that...
mmm... it was a good night.
mmm... it was a good night.
Work sucks. I guess that's true for most everyone.
I wish that I had a way to get a picture on this damnedable computer. I feel like such a newb without some representation of me over there. I guess that makes good sense, seeing as that I am a newb, but I hate feeling like I'm not good at something. God, I'm a dork.
I wish that I had a way to get a picture on this damnedable computer. I feel like such a newb without some representation of me over there. I guess that makes good sense, seeing as that I am a newb, but I hate feeling like I'm not good at something. God, I'm a dork.
toolgirl:
Tool. Strippers. SuicideGirls. Excessive masturbation....
Yeah, I'm a freak of nature. Welcome to the site
Yeah, I'm a freak of nature. Welcome to the site
rokette:
Lol. Your not a dork. 
So, now what? I think I have successfully annoyed or otherwise agitated everyone that once cared about me. I don't know where to turn, nor why.
"On the verge of drastic ways; can't escape this place." -Slipknot
"On the verge of drastic ways; can't escape this place." -Slipknot
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rokette:
sex.
Kidding. I wish there were a cure. I paint when I can. That seems to be my escape.
Kidding. I wish there were a cure. I paint when I can. That seems to be my escape.
fixate:
*Sigh* Sex would be nice, but that sure as shit isn't happening. Writing is my escape, I suppose, but I'm so worn out from work and school that I don't even do that anymore.
I guess worse things could be happening, so I should just enjoy what I've got.
I guess worse things could be happening, so I should just enjoy what I've got.