fivetwo

update? and i don't have a lot of time for this, so i can't spell, sorry.
ok, so i'm in winnipeg, and i really don t know what i'm doing, or what i want. just when i think i've got things going my way, i lose my mind. does everyone do this?

i saw the butterfly effect. what a great moive! and i think i'm a big loser, i fucking put so much thought into moives, they efect me so much. oh well thats who i am i guess.

anyway, i'll get to my point. if i could go back and change things thar are so many things that i would change, i really have made some bad decigeions. fucking love, i can do anything i put my mind to (well with in reason) but love fucks me, like the need for it, or the way i just can't do it!!!!! FUCK

so... i love tattooing, its like a relationship. you see at the best of times it gives me so much hope, satisfaction, and company, and it gets me a lot of things in life, and makes my happy. then in the bad times, boy o boy, it makes me want to kill myself, and it has takin everything i love away from me, my family, me loves, and my life. so its really like the relationship that you really should get out of, but its so hard because you love her so much, but you know things just aroint working. FUCK

i think its my time to move on
i really miss you