fivetwo

well this might suck, as i can't write to save my life. i just needed to get it out.
i just saw BIG FISH, and i know i'm going to get flack for it, but i was moved.
its a story of a man and is son, the man on his death bed, and his son trying to decipher between his dads truths and tall tales, i got a lump in my thought,

well my point is for a small man, i tell some tall tales! one of witch is lindsay. that one, i must say has caused a lot of heart ach
do you ever feel like you just don't belong? or that you'll always fuck every thing thats good, up? i wish i could write eloquently so this would not all sound so much like self pity. but every one that is important in my life leaves, or worse i push away.

what i would give for love like they have it, in movies, or that makes a song writers do the best thing that they ever have, i don't know am i always suposta feel like i'm lost and just made the biggest mistake of my life? i feel like i have so much to give but can't find a way to give it.