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*sigh*

7 days till i'm old...
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fith:
but you're beautiful...and the *sigh* was at you, not at my age
rawr_ima_monster:
that is a shockingly good point about the bookstore. I think i might still hold out till I get to LA and have somethign before I dye my hari again, besides the fact that it might possible cause a chance of slight alienation betweem my rommate and myself during the critical first couple of days moving in period. it can wait.
That starbucks factoid is fascinating. now I've gotta apply just to see if I get initials. I'mugly as sin so mybe they'll just write like half of each letter.
-crappacino,
Dave
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i finished cutting my hair without another injury, its great.
kinda' looks like ass 'cause i just used scissors and only had one mirror, but i'm ok with that, it was free!

i'm going to the library now.
i like the library.

8 days till i'm old. frown
rawr_ima_monster:
I haven't paid ofr a haircut in like 4 years, it's no problem, you get better. but if you ever run into your old barber, he gets PISSED.
-cut my ear only once,
Dave
p.s. 20's not old, you can look down on 13 year olds and call them silly teenagers without being too much of a brat. (warning, you are still pretty much a brat)
sumgirl:
hiya fith!

how many forums are you at anyway? *winks* loved chatting to you - wait, dia, please it's innocent - let's think our baby honey, really! *muah* (to both of you)
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Today I went and played a little one on one b-ball with my best friend to find out whether or not we still sucked at it. Turns out the answer is "yes."

Then we went to a comic book store, another thing I hadn't done in a long time, but that I was far more skilled at.

They didn't have any CheechWizard, which is ok...
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Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

you know something no one knows? i used to be able to suck my own dick. i'm serious.
i bet that startles some people.
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fith:
one of my favorite films...everytime i laugh at that part i'm laughing at a totally different thing than everyone else watching...
fith:
dia, kevin? omg that adorable...
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actually...i'm just gonna sit around and hope i work.
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fith:
oh, and as for *why*, i was going to a ball.
fith:
and why do you look like lana turner?
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today i'm going to spend at the University of Pugest Sound picking up freshman girls...it's so fun and easy.
fith:
myssie scott?....archu....what?
the reality of my past and present are crumbling.
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the Gift of Gab signed my zig-zags....awwwwh yeah....

i had a dream about drinking crystal, not sure what that's about...i've never had it before and i'm not a rapper.

zoloft supresses the production of certain chemicals in the brain and has a half-life of 26 hours. the chemicals are suppressed over time by the drug, taking a matter of weeks, or a week, or so,...
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i wrote a lot and the database got fux0rd...yeah, that's right.

so i don't care now.

it was all meaningful and shit...
about bumbershoot:
music, drums, meeting the Gift of Gab, seeing films, and getting inspired.
but i'm not inspired to type it all again.
so, uh, there.
ok
bye.
fith:
/me mixes some white wine, some absinthe and various aromatic drugs.
then the product with gin.
laps it up.
stirs. stirs. stirs.
drink.

mmm, phantasmagoric.
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i'm ok now...
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dia:
Oh! I started to read Justine last night, aloud no less. Well written.

I don't find death sexy, but I definately have some weird notions of sexy.... ones that scare me too.
fith:
i agree.
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one of many?
one, but not the one?
just...another...one...?
i know it's not me...it can't be.
i hate when i think that everything about a situation applys to me, but in reality it doesn't.
so confused....so confused....
as if my mind could stop obessesing...in the clinical sense of the word.
as if i wasn't stuck enough as is...
but now, to wonder, is it me?...
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fith:
WANT?
i want a lack of reason.
i want to lose all cognizance.

i want to be an insect.
live a life in a day, instead of a life every day.
i'm tired of being an analog robot operating on chaos theory or whatever...
analog simulating digital....
can't wait till we find their the same thing...
STUPID LOS ALAMOS!
i want a predefined method for each situation and set of circumstances.
i hate my freedom.
i hate it.
ape shall not kill ape...
god damnit, you have no idea the shit i deal with.....if only it had anything to do with you...
maybe you're the trigger...
but all revolutions have preconditions and precipitants.
the french revolution was triggered by the storming of the bastille...
that let out the marquis...but he lived in fear all through the terror.
the reign of terror...is that where i am?
is that what this is?
behead the damn demons. fucking kill them...
too bad their necks are stronger than steal.
fith:
i hate that you can't edit these...