fith

bumbershoot was good today...i wish i'd had a friend there, aside from all the people i saw there that i knew...none of whom i really wanted to see, 'cause if i did i would have just gone to it with them.
anyways, i was by myself, because all my friends who could afford to go were at work, and all my friends who don't work couldn't afford to go...'cause they don't work.
i sort of work...thats why i got to go, i guess...

blackalicious was great.
i got to shake the Gift of Gab's hand after the show too...not really that exciting, but still neat.
good show.

i danced even though i was alone, i tried to dance with this girl...but couldn't...i'm too shy.
i gotta stop that...being shy...

i feel like getting shitty...i haven't in a while.
tomorrow night...after more (but not alone) bumbershoot....fuck it, i've been stinko every other year, i'll just try and get drunk there.

uhg...my head hurts again...i dont like it.
i thought it was done, i thought i was better....its not working anymore, its worse than before and i can't take it....