First of all, i just wanted to say thanks to people who left a comment on my last entry.
I feel really stupid now about the whole thing. But it happened, and I'm glad I could work to get past it. Talked to the boy about it last night while we were in bed. It was a weird revelation... I realized for the first time that most (pretty much all but one) of my past relationships were with guys who had their ex cheat on them.
Is that weird? What does it mean? Am I trying to do something to myself?
I think I'm having such a problem with this boy's ex because she's the only one I've ever met. All other relationships they all had a name and stuff.. but I never met them or talked to them. I only knew them by "the ex".
With this relationship, not only have I met the ex while they were together, but I also remember talking to my now boy about their whole situation when things were rough.
It's rather bittersweet. On one hand, it's great to be the one who is there to talk to when others can't be. But at the same time, it's hard thinking about things that were said and knowing the details of a past.
I thought it was awesome when they got together. I remember him telling me all about his new "ladyfriend".
I had a dream last night. A dream where I found out that She was a vampire (I told you scary movies and candy were a bad combination before bed) and I was hunting her down with guns. It was weird...
Hmm.. what else is new... I have to start making my entries more upbeat.... hmm... yesterday I made $105.04 in tips alone yesterday. I am a rockin' waitress
I feel really stupid now about the whole thing. But it happened, and I'm glad I could work to get past it. Talked to the boy about it last night while we were in bed. It was a weird revelation... I realized for the first time that most (pretty much all but one) of my past relationships were with guys who had their ex cheat on them.
Is that weird? What does it mean? Am I trying to do something to myself?
I think I'm having such a problem with this boy's ex because she's the only one I've ever met. All other relationships they all had a name and stuff.. but I never met them or talked to them. I only knew them by "the ex".
With this relationship, not only have I met the ex while they were together, but I also remember talking to my now boy about their whole situation when things were rough.
It's rather bittersweet. On one hand, it's great to be the one who is there to talk to when others can't be. But at the same time, it's hard thinking about things that were said and knowing the details of a past.
I thought it was awesome when they got together. I remember him telling me all about his new "ladyfriend".
I had a dream last night. A dream where I found out that She was a vampire (I told you scary movies and candy were a bad combination before bed) and I was hunting her down with guns. It was weird...
Hmm.. what else is new... I have to start making my entries more upbeat.... hmm... yesterday I made $105.04 in tips alone yesterday. I am a rockin' waitress
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As for your info/insight... the entry from yesterday makes more sense.
Glad things are working out.
I was with two different men at different times, but at one point both of the men had been with a woman who cheated on them. The scary thing is it was the same woman between both guys. Well, enough said about that, but let me tell you what, it's very hard to be sympathetic with a woman when she has cheated on your current boyfriend.
I don't know if this helps, but perhaps it's such a screwed up story that you might crack a grin over it. Have a better night.