First of all, i just wanted to say thanks to people who left a comment on my last entry.
I feel really stupid now about the whole thing. But it happened, and I'm glad I could work to get past it. Talked to the boy about it last night while we were in bed. It was a weird revelation... I realized for the first time...
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I feel really stupid now about the whole thing. But it happened, and I'm glad I could work to get past it. Talked to the boy about it last night while we were in bed. It was a weird revelation... I realized for the first time...
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*twitch*
Last night
was hard.
Why did I do it
My form of
Self destruction.
My questions.
*twitch*
I met Her once before
She did not seem to
Like me at all.
In a splice of time
I used to be happy
for Him and Her
together.
I read Her log.
I'm sorry
*twitch*
Pondering hurts.
Sometimes
I think I could be capable
of murder....
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Last night
was hard.
Why did I do it
My form of
Self destruction.
My questions.
*twitch*
I met Her once before
She did not seem to
Like me at all.
In a splice of time
I used to be happy
for Him and Her
together.
I read Her log.
I'm sorry
*twitch*
Pondering hurts.
Sometimes
I think I could be capable
of murder....
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zanafar:
I hope I understood this right(if I totally have the wrong idea, then please forgive me on this) but it seems to me that you are comparing yourself to your bf's ex. If your bf is with you and not her, then he surely must care for you more. After all, you yourself were talking about learning from past relationships, so if he isn't with her, there must be some negative qualitys that she has and you don't and good qualitys you have that she didn't that he enjoys.
I hope this made sence (if it didn't, just pretend I said something truly knowledgable, then just smile and nod)
(I really hope I understood your entree right! If not, then I probaly sound pretty stupid right here!)
[Edited on Oct 31, 2004 9:39PM]
I hope this made sence (if it didn't, just pretend I said something truly knowledgable, then just smile and nod)
(I really hope I understood your entree right! If not, then I probaly sound pretty stupid right here!)
[Edited on Oct 31, 2004 9:39PM]
karismic:
hello. i see your from calgary!
Talked to the ex (most recent ex) yesterday. It was a really stupid conversation. Actually, I told him when we were dating that I wanted to join SG, and I told him that I finally did it. So of course, he asked to see my profile, and I don't have qualms with that; I don't have any naked pics of me here anyway.
And then...
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oryx:
it's amazing the shit we hold onto from past relationships. the way that other people can just sort of weave themselves into our lives and not let go, even when they're gone.
and squirrels are evil. i swear some of them here in toronto are smarter than most of the people i go to school with.
and squirrels are evil. i swear some of them here in toronto are smarter than most of the people i go to school with.
fisticuffs:
In response to zanafar ... All I want to say is that you should always be optimistic about relationships. Remember that each and every relationship is like a blank slate all over again. A new partner in life is NOT going to screw you over like the rest.
Keep looking for your super awesome relationship. You'll find it.
Keep looking for your super awesome relationship. You'll find it.
zanafar:
Cool. I like the other one too
krys_____:
Nifty.
I'm doing two paintings myself right now, one of Echo and one of plain_ol_jane. I will put them up as soon as I'm done.
Come chatter in the female artist group. Need to get some dialogue going.
I'm doing two paintings myself right now, one of Echo and one of plain_ol_jane. I will put them up as soon as I'm done.
Come chatter in the female artist group. Need to get some dialogue going.
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lotus:
hey wow! I didn't know you were doing that! Or that you were capable of doing that at all! You can do everything! Nursing, Waitressing, art, looking sexy. Wow.
It looks really cool!
It looks really cool!
spookybones:
GoOd stuff Mon!
Keep practicing! That's what I love about art, it's impossible to really master, there's always room for improvement.
Keep practicing! That's what I love about art, it's impossible to really master, there's always room for improvement.
'Ello 'ello.
Just got back from shopping today. I hate Christmas so much. I try and avoid the malls by December. Christmas time always seems to get me depressed.
I did, however, managed to finish my Christmas shopping for asreal. Of course, I think I spent too much on him, and he's probably going to kill me once he sees what it is. But...
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Just got back from shopping today. I hate Christmas so much. I try and avoid the malls by December. Christmas time always seems to get me depressed.
I did, however, managed to finish my Christmas shopping for asreal. Of course, I think I spent too much on him, and he's probably going to kill me once he sees what it is. But...
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krys_____:
Hey, good for you passing your midterm
testing sucks.
You're my group now.
come chat with me.
testing sucks.
You're my group now.
come chat with me.
Hey.
I'm tired. So tired. Last night's dinner turned out really well. Honey glazed carrots, brown rice and chicken strips.. I think I spoil my boy. Hehehe. Anyway, I'm all set for Halloween. I'm pretty excited. I think Halloween is my favourite time of year. Three reaons: a) it doesn't necessarily need to be commercial, b) it's a totally creative time of year, and c)...
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I'm tired. So tired. Last night's dinner turned out really well. Honey glazed carrots, brown rice and chicken strips.. I think I spoil my boy. Hehehe. Anyway, I'm all set for Halloween. I'm pretty excited. I think Halloween is my favourite time of year. Three reaons: a) it doesn't necessarily need to be commercial, b) it's a totally creative time of year, and c)...
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asreal1:
It certainly is 
lucky:
Wait, wait... What did I do wrong?
No wait! I figured it out! I was not trying to mack on your willy. Honest. Come let us be friends. Perhaps we can bake pies together.
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No wait! I figured it out! I was not trying to mack on your willy. Honest. Come let us be friends. Perhaps we can bake pies together.
[Edited on Oct 28, 2004 1:41AM]
*yawn*
I'm so tired. My sleep pattern is completely out of whack. Lucky for me, the meeting I had with my group was short and sweet. So let's see now... Here I am after having some super restful sleep, then I was awaken by my crazy boy so I could make him dinner. The rice is cooking, the carrots are cut, and I just have...
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I'm so tired. My sleep pattern is completely out of whack. Lucky for me, the meeting I had with my group was short and sweet. So let's see now... Here I am after having some super restful sleep, then I was awaken by my crazy boy so I could make him dinner. The rice is cooking, the carrots are cut, and I just have...
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zanafar:
I hope you are ready for never having a sleep pattern again.
My mom was a nurse for like 1000000 years, and she could never have any sort of plans.
Anyway.....I am glad you are so happy with your bf
My mom was a nurse for like 1000000 years, and she could never have any sort of plans.
Anyway.....I am glad you are so happy with your bf
asreal1:
Hurry up and get off work already!
fisticuffs:
pics of me
Ughh.
I can't believe I'm awake at this ungodly hour. It's past 2 in the morning, but I'm here after having a nine hour nap. Maybe my boy is right about me taking super long naps. However, I am feeling super rested, so I can't go back to sleep.... instead I'm up supposedly doing a paper for school...
translation: I keep putting off this paper,...
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I can't believe I'm awake at this ungodly hour. It's past 2 in the morning, but I'm here after having a nine hour nap. Maybe my boy is right about me taking super long naps. However, I am feeling super rested, so I can't go back to sleep.... instead I'm up supposedly doing a paper for school...
translation: I keep putting off this paper,...
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krys_____:
Thanks for checking out my work.
Yeah, there's nothing I enjoy so much on this site as finding random people in the hook-up section to talk with. Makes me feel a bit creepy though, like I'm hunting.
Fisticuffs is a great word, that's what caught my attention. It always makes me think of irishmen boxing or something, like that bad movie with tom cruise.
Yeah, there's nothing I enjoy so much on this site as finding random people in the hook-up section to talk with. Makes me feel a bit creepy though, like I'm hunting.
Fisticuffs is a great word, that's what caught my attention. It always makes me think of irishmen boxing or something, like that bad movie with tom cruise.
spookybones:
I've been kissing girls for years. Isn't it great?
fisticuffs:
just my drawings
Hey guys,
Just wanted to make a quick shoutout to everyone. I'm new so be nice ;
This is an old pic, but it'll do for now. And I need to get a better camera.... ughhh...
But for now, check out some of my art work, it's not the best pic since I don't have a scanner. Oh well.
Just wanted to make a quick shoutout to everyone. I'm new so be nice ;
This is an old pic, but it'll do for now. And I need to get a better camera.... ughhh...
But for now, check out some of my art work, it's not the best pic since I don't have a scanner. Oh well.
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sempi:
Welcome to the site. Enjoy your stay with us.
krys_____:
Hello fellow artist.
Swing by and talk with me some time.
Swing by and talk with me some time.

As for your info/insight... the entry from yesterday makes more sense.
Glad things are working out.
I was with two different men at different times, but at one point both of the men had been with a woman who cheated on them. The scary thing is it was the same woman between both guys. Well, enough said about that, but let me tell you what, it's very hard to be sympathetic with a woman when she has cheated on your current boyfriend.
I don't know if this helps, but perhaps it's such a screwed up story that you might crack a grin over it. Have a better night.