fistfuck

Im so scared. I got a envelope in the mail yesterday from my univeristy to do with my graduation application. They did my degree audit and claim i have 2 things lacking. Most people have something they are lacking as we do many substitutions in my major and i will have to get forms signed and such. There was one class that i transfered in from a community college that didnt transfer in correctly so i have to do something to get that one in... and the other problem is i apparently need another elective. Any elective that isnt computer graphic arts or arts or art history... and i pretty much have all art classes. I have a few classes that i took as electives... like sign language but they dont count apparently for that requirement.

I emailed my advisor and told him what was going on.. i sent him my transcript from the community college and he doesnt see anything that can substitute for the elective i needed. He said that he would talk to the registrar tommorrow about something, but he didnt want to tell me what it was because he didnt want to get my hopes up.

fuck, fuck, fuck. After the end of this semester i will have 132 credit hours... i only need 128 to graduate. If i cant fucking graduate in May becasue i need to take some pathetic extra history or english class im gonna fucking flip out. I am a A student.. I make the deans list just about every semester. I never miss class, i never turn my work in late. Im married with 2 kids and still hold down a freelance career outside of my college life... im probably one of the most responsible students on fucking campus. I have everything planned out based on the fact that im graduating in May. My lease is up in May... we move in May... We need to move in may... we have to have those next few months to get situated before my daughter starts kindergarten.

fuck fuck fuck. I can feel myself on the edge of tears.