fistfuck

I am so fucking completely stressed. I have a ever so tight impending deadline for the massive website i am currently working on. And its driving me insane. I barely have enough time so sleep... most of the time im not sleeping. Which is leading to me becoming a stressed sickly person. I have this More To Live self help seminar approaching next weekend... sort of like a retreat where i get to work on some of my problems... hopefully after that i will feel way better. hopefully! That is ofcourse if i can make it there! I have allready registered and my sister paid that fee but we still owe about 400 for the retreat... blehg... plus the cost of getting to houston and a hotel and such.... ofcourse that is due at the same time as my daughters private pre-k and my rent. Why must i always live beyond my means? lol! I kept telling my sister that i probably couldnt afford it but she kept telling me that its an investment in my future. i guess it is. ill make it happen... somehow. anyone wanna donate to my cause? lol.

i love you guys very much! Im extremely sorry that i havent been attentive to my mailbox this past week... i feel very very bad! And i got some lovely gifts from james13 that i simply adore! They really brightened up a rather terrible week! I promise i will make it up to all of you when this horrid project is over!