I am so far away. But how is it I am the only one that is too close ?
sin:
those are great pictures! it really does make her look angelic with the aura of light in the background!
i just need to fuckin die over so my love can continue her life and so i dont let people down. im sick of feeling like shit because i cant be home to take care of things and sick of feeling like shit because i cant be there for someone dearest to me.
FUCK!!!
FUCK!!!
tubesound:
I think I understand where you're coming from. Just saw your comment on Odette's page and dropped by to say good fucking work my son.
Stay low and move fast as my RSM would say.
Stay low and move fast as my RSM would say.
odette:
I love you baby. dont feel like shit. you will be home soon enough. you are not letting me down. you are amazing.
My baby got her box from me today 
that makes me so happy. so now she has this authentic belly dancing outfit. and she makes it look secksi.
and now today ... she can finally get her new mac so i can finally see my love again. this makes me happy
that makes me so happy. so now she has this authentic belly dancing outfit. and she makes it look secksi. and now today ... she can finally get her new mac
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mattacme:
Well done sir.
metaverse:
Just stopped by to say, awesome present you got your lady..the macbook that is! Hope you're home soon man..I hope you're all home soon.
love. oppression. depression. what the fuck goes through my mind? i dont even know how to feel. i feel empty and alone. my life has consisted of being shut out and left alone. i like to deal with other's problems. never mine. i dont feel like i need to worry about mine because i care too much about everyone else's. it makes mine go away...
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sin:
i don't really know what to say...
i'm not really good at these types of things..
this entry has filled me with sadness though.
but i think you should keep writing, don't let your thoughts consume you. even if its just in your spiral notebooks and not shared with the world.
when i get sad i think of these lyrics from a yellow card song:
"Everything is gonna be alright. Be strong, believe."
i'm not really good at these types of things..
this entry has filled me with sadness though.
but i think you should keep writing, don't let your thoughts consume you. even if its just in your spiral notebooks and not shared with the world.
when i get sad i think of these lyrics from a yellow card song:
"Everything is gonna be alright. Be strong, believe."
odette:
i wont stop loving you baby. no matter how much you pull away from me or push me away.
I love you!
i wont stop loving you baby. no matter how much you pull away from me or push me away.
I love you!
Im at a loss of words and feelings. this is one of the times where i wish i knew what to write but cant find the right words. i guess maybe im not really the admirable type in a civilian population. i am at the end of trying and i will soon just start gliding through this life. what else can i do. i love...
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odette:
it will indeed be epic
I love you so much
I love you so much
Well, things are ok with me. I miss my love as always. Everyday is pretty hard during the time we arent talking, i am thinking of her. I love you so much sweets ! i feel as if everyday i slip further away from her heart and there is nothing i can do about it. but everynight before i fall asleep, i fall right back...
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odette:
lol.
Im not really in the right frame of mind to do anything right now. Just fuckin bored and wish i knew half of what I would like to know. The original depressing self has kicked back in and I am back to hating my life. Every day is the worst day since yesterday. I do the same shit everyday, see the same shit everyday. I...
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sin:
thank you so much!!
as for your journal entry... all i can say is just keep your chin up best you can and think to yourself about the great love you and odette have, and think about how great it will be when you get to see her again!
as for your journal entry... all i can say is just keep your chin up best you can and think to yourself about the great love you and odette have, and think about how great it will be when you get to see her again!
odette:
i love you soooo much
i love you soooo muchok so i dont have much to write about. all that is on my mind is the love of my life. i misses her so much and everyday that passes seems like its taking longer and longer to get back home. im so happy when i do though. my plans right now are to marry Odette and make her the happiest on the earth. i...
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odette:
cant wait to see you tonight baby! I love you
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rubherducky:
i loves you!!!! 
odette:
what a lucky girl 
