Well, its hit me tonight. My drinking has unleashed the truth in me. I dont regret the decisions Ive made, just wish it were different. I dont want to leave PaJami on her own through the rest of the pregnancy and birth. But I have no choice in it. And thats one thing I hate about my life. I dont have one of my own really.
Everything I want is with her. And I have to step away from that for another year.
Well, Ive basically lost my thought train for this blog. Which happens a lot. The only thing I do know is that this year away is going to suck ass. But I hide this by "looking forward" to doing "my part" ... again... and again... and again.
Guilt controls my life.
-remarks complete-
Everything I want is with her. And I have to step away from that for another year.
Well, Ive basically lost my thought train for this blog. Which happens a lot. The only thing I do know is that this year away is going to suck ass. But I hide this by "looking forward" to doing "my part" ... again... and again... and again.
Guilt controls my life.
-remarks complete-
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My aunt raised one from the time it was a newborn and she pretty much let it roam about as it wanted; once it was healthy enough. Occasionally it would even sleep with her. If I did inherit one I would do the same.