Missing you 
The feeling of loneliness is probably the worst feeling someone could ever have. Fuck being lonely.
a numb heart never gets all the feelings back. i think it begins to feel what it wants or misses and begins to see it in everyone you could possibly begin to like. therefore deceiving you. im trying to not give up. im trying to care and to feel a truth in it. but its the fact of trying right? i shouldnt have to try? it should just be there.
this is about the time i go numb and begin to not try. not feel. not care. WTF.
*needs gun*
fuck well i have one. what a cheap way huh? lol.
im writing just to write now. nothing really to say.
not much to reply to either.
i go through this life pushing and pulling people and things out of my way.
if i dont like something i will change it with or without your help. i walk a straight
path and will shove anything out of my way.
its been too long since someone has gotten in my way. i need some resistance.
i need a way to get rid of this hate that constantly brews inside me.
pain to be delivered. hate will find a weak one and demolish them. fuck emo.
go die already. play in traffic. fuck your world.
I am who I am.
If you dont like it, dont act like you can relate or can help.
If you dont like it, dont push your open views where they arent wanted.
It gets your mouth broken off.
Fuck everyone that doesnt like me here. LoLz, trust me ... Im not here for you. go be dead in your corner of the world while i kill people on my side of it.
i think thats about it for my entry today.
Only one person knows how this feels to be me.
And he's already gone. dead for your fuckin hating asses to spit on his grave some more.
fuck you civilian
go through what i do for one day.
The feeling of loneliness is probably the worst feeling someone could ever have. Fuck being lonely.
a numb heart never gets all the feelings back. i think it begins to feel what it wants or misses and begins to see it in everyone you could possibly begin to like. therefore deceiving you. im trying to not give up. im trying to care and to feel a truth in it. but its the fact of trying right? i shouldnt have to try? it should just be there.
this is about the time i go numb and begin to not try. not feel. not care. WTF.
*needs gun*
fuck well i have one. what a cheap way huh? lol.
im writing just to write now. nothing really to say.
not much to reply to either.
i go through this life pushing and pulling people and things out of my way.
if i dont like something i will change it with or without your help. i walk a straight
path and will shove anything out of my way.
its been too long since someone has gotten in my way. i need some resistance.
i need a way to get rid of this hate that constantly brews inside me.
pain to be delivered. hate will find a weak one and demolish them. fuck emo.
go die already. play in traffic. fuck your world.
I am who I am.
If you dont like it, dont act like you can relate or can help.
If you dont like it, dont push your open views where they arent wanted.
It gets your mouth broken off.
Fuck everyone that doesnt like me here. LoLz, trust me ... Im not here for you. go be dead in your corner of the world while i kill people on my side of it.
i think thats about it for my entry today.
Only one person knows how this feels to be me.
And he's already gone. dead for your fuckin hating asses to spit on his grave some more.
fuck you civilian
go through what i do for one day.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
and yes fuck them all
bastards dont even realize how good they have it
please hug me...I think we could both use one
too much stress crying in public is not fun...
im really happy i was able to talk to you during it though
thank you E><3
i love you