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In all my life i have never been so twisted. the day before i go back so many questions have gone through my head and now not so many can be answered. i leave tomorrow morning and i have only 1 regret about this time around, i have to leave someone special while i go do this. so many things i wish i could have and so many things i wish i could do. but can do neither now.



im just hours out from flying now and this sucks. missing someone is going to kill me on the inside. i will give her all my heart while i am gone. i shouldnt need it there. <3 - yours truly