update -- i just noticed rx and had to update the favored suicide girls.
mmm, hot-ness!
mmm, hot-ness!
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where should i start? well, i got the new lap top running, woot-woot. good stuff.
work -- everything's going very smoothly at the time. no massive e-mails floating around in the system.
friends -- i guess i'm trying to take a break at the moment.
love life -- ugh, too sad to get into.
well, i heard that tabitha's grandmother is dying. i cried, she's...
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work -- everything's going very smoothly at the time. no massive e-mails floating around in the system.
friends -- i guess i'm trying to take a break at the moment.
love life -- ugh, too sad to get into.
well, i heard that tabitha's grandmother is dying. i cried, she's...
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so here i am. after partying from the club and knocking two guys in the chest from touching or grabbing my ass. i don't know why guys think that it's okay to grab a female. weither they met them once or not. i'm not a very friendly person when it comes to physical contact of others. it's like their trying to prick my personal bubble...
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ponyboycurtis:
you are in mississippi. thats a big strike right there, the guys there (im an old school jacksonite, i know) are real jack offs. not that its really that different elsewhere, its just worse in the south. i ghet grabbed all the time in clubs. i hate it.
xip:
I'm the exact same way. I can't do random hook-ups, I'm just completely uninterested in someone I don't already have feelings for. It's gotten to the point where, if I'm going out into public for more than just 10 fucking minutes, or even just that, I make a male friend go with me and play Brother or Boyfriend... because some guys are just animals. Once I went out to a skin bar with my sister and some redneck shithead would not stop pestering me, talking about how I had turned him into a vampire and he just wanted to nibble on my neck. (I love how guys think that all goth chicks want to hear the same thing. Like if you say the word BLOOD you're in or something.) I told him that if he touched me again I would punch him in the face. Surely he had gotten the picture that he would not fuck me unless he raped me. Still he kept coming at me.
Sometimes lesbianism just seems...
EASIER.
-xip
Sometimes lesbianism just seems...
EASIER.
-xip
I finally checked out that bar on Down town that everyone was raving about.. . it was okay after a couple of shots later.
They don't play any really good music and the bar tenders have to step on the bar top to what the customer picks from the juke box.
A couple of friends are supposed to go out tonight. I hope Jess and...
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They don't play any really good music and the bar tenders have to step on the bar top to what the customer picks from the juke box.
A couple of friends are supposed to go out tonight. I hope Jess and...
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loismustdie:
i tried calling your parents house... i'm working all this week... 
i work all the goddamn time...
i work all the goddamn time...I hope everyone had an awesome Christmas. I also wanted to thank everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday. That was really neat.
Well, I guess I better start with the Bitching List;
1) Stop being so emotional if a chic/dude dosen't want to hang out with you on Christmas Day! Especially when you just met the a couple of days ago.
2) When in...
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Well, I guess I better start with the Bitching List;
1) Stop being so emotional if a chic/dude dosen't want to hang out with you on Christmas Day! Especially when you just met the a couple of days ago.
2) When in...
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bankky:
Flattery will get you everywhere! 
I hope you have fun for New Years and please be safe.
I hope you have fun for New Years and please be safe.just wanted to give a little update. it's been a fucking while, huh?
anyway, i'm pretty sure that everyone has gotten over the fact that i'm a lazy bitch and that my compture sucks sweaty donkey balls like a fucking champ.
back on the market and just trying to have fun living the single life.
jess, you have to write me soon so i can...
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anyway, i'm pretty sure that everyone has gotten over the fact that i'm a lazy bitch and that my compture sucks sweaty donkey balls like a fucking champ.
back on the market and just trying to have fun living the single life.
jess, you have to write me soon so i can...
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slut_free_youth:
hooray for being single.
no strings is the best way to live girlie.
good to see you are doing well.
xoxoxo
no strings is the best way to live girlie.
good to see you are doing well.
xoxoxo
image:
Yeah, we actually even have a mississippi group now...of course...I think everyone has pretty much bailed with the execption of KNine and myself! lol BUT, you can see who else has signed up under the group if you want. Anyway, I hope you have a wonderful Christmas! I can't believe it's tomorrow!
so let's start out as to how much of a dork i am;
i wrote out this huge journal update as to how the computer back in mississippi blow sweaty donkey balls and this in depth " knowing your true self " ya-ya shit and didn't save the damn thing!
this guy i gave my number to a couple of weeks a go(still, i have...
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i wrote out this huge journal update as to how the computer back in mississippi blow sweaty donkey balls and this in depth " knowing your true self " ya-ya shit and didn't save the damn thing!
this guy i gave my number to a couple of weeks a go(still, i have...
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loismustdie:
happy birthday baby!
image:
LMAO..that goes along with my whole philosophy on guys that think when a girl says "no" they mean "maybe" or even "yes"...When a girl says "no" she means "no". She has her reasons. True, she may be manipulated into changing her mind, but then that only shows the lack of respect that guy had for her who manipulated her in the first place! Some men will never learn! lol Women do NOT like being treated like a piece of meat! We are human beings with feeling and emotions..and thoughts..yes, thoughts and should therefore be treated as such...we are not stupid fuck holes! I had a bad experience with a swinging guy friend of mine last night...had to vent..told him I wasn't in a sexual mood..he told me to give him a call when I wasn't broken..jokingly of course, but it just showed me where I stood with him as a friend...probably won't be going over there again...
the job that i have right now is pretty much a golden spoon and i have everything in order to make my life into something. but i keep day-dreaming about being a make-up artist and hair stylist. sometimes it's hard for me to seperate from the things i would love to do from the things i do love. make any sense?
if i could find...
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jofixxxit:
sucks how you cant have it both ways in the corporate world...always have to please someone without getting acknowledged for it....
bests to you
bests to you
serialx:
Update often??? Im not telling you what to do... Im just making a suggestion.
Bamf!
Bamf!
i was until i realized that all of these break beats keep playing in my head with dj irene doing her intro of "you wanna suck" then kicking it into acid eaterz in full effect. i got this dj to play it in a club at teh 'boro and i haven't seen so many fucking people go nuts when they hear that intro. you can...
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fishnets_lipstix:
i don't think dj irene does break beats. sometimes i feel like there are two dj's. each a different beat but some how intertwines into one massive rave in my mind. i don't know why i tend to hear two beats at once to make it into one, but it just does. maybe i just love music a little too much? is that a good thing or a bad thing when you catch someone sitting alone with no head phones but seem like their constantly listening to something... .
liquid, breaking, swing, salsa, hip-hop, it's all about dancing in my mind. i remember when i went out with the parentals -- i would stare outside the window and imagine myself just dancing. it didn't matter to what, just as long as i danced.
i'm out of the whole rave scene now. eventhough i miss the high energy from the people and music. the first time i touched a spin set i started scrathing. i didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing to do that but i just kept listening for that beat to scratch. then i wanted to mix it up, just trying to find something that would throw myself into mental maddness. there is nothing more intense the bass just pumping through your veins. the way music can just take control of a person. give them self confidence and bring them to life.
i guess that's why i love music and to dance. i feel confident when i dance. i don't mind when people look at me, what their thinking, or what they say. all i care about is the next beat. just waiting for the switch up.
liquid, breaking, swing, salsa, hip-hop, it's all about dancing in my mind. i remember when i went out with the parentals -- i would stare outside the window and imagine myself just dancing. it didn't matter to what, just as long as i danced.
i'm out of the whole rave scene now. eventhough i miss the high energy from the people and music. the first time i touched a spin set i started scrathing. i didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing to do that but i just kept listening for that beat to scratch. then i wanted to mix it up, just trying to find something that would throw myself into mental maddness. there is nothing more intense the bass just pumping through your veins. the way music can just take control of a person. give them self confidence and bring them to life.
i guess that's why i love music and to dance. i feel confident when i dance. i don't mind when people look at me, what their thinking, or what they say. all i care about is the next beat. just waiting for the switch up.
loismustdie:
don't sweat it girl... most people forgot it this year... no biggie...
(buy Mark from me!!!!)
(buy Mark from me!!!!)
jesus, where do i even start? it's been a while since the last i was able to update this journal.
well, i'm not going to get into depth of what status rory and i are at the moment. hell, i don't even fucking know. he's just someone that i am not going to attempt to figure out and if there is a perfect creation of...
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well, i'm not going to get into depth of what status rory and i are at the moment. hell, i don't even fucking know. he's just someone that i am not going to attempt to figure out and if there is a perfect creation of...
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i'm on myspace.com as well.
what about you? besides working on your tattoos'.. . and being chased around by weird people. pfft, and people thought we were weird?!? anywho, maybe you can crawl into my bed and snuggle with me
i just lost my cuddle partner.