Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

fishnetflyboy

Monkton, VT

Member Since 2002

Followers 9 Following 1

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Thursday Feb 20, 2003

Feb 20, 2003
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Nevermind. I just got a little scared, this morning, that's all. Nevermind, if I bothered you about it. If you cared, thanks, if you didn't, oh well.

Going to the cemetery tonight. It's warm enough, I might not freeze.

+_________+_________+_________+

I went to the cemetery, the comparatively large one in the Old North End.

I only go to cemeteries at night to scare myself silly. Sounds are very important in the dark. The sound of a shoelace being caught by a fence as it is hopped is the rakish sound of clothing being torn. I take a dozen steps and stop to listen. The footsteps on salt follow everywhere I go, a noise I can't help but generate, which inevitably warns of my coming, sending the others behind stones to watch me pass. The footsteps in snow are the rushing of a pulse, and after thirteen steps are so loud you much stop, to make sure. And the footsteps on ice are the crunching of bone.

The neighboring high school is lit up in horrorshow orange, and its reflection in marble is akin to a witch's fire, as if a high school itself isn't creepy enough.

My head runs away with me and I turn to leave. Along my path is a smallish mausoleum, and I can't help but imagine what a freakish dozen feet of air and a corpse's foot of granite separate me from. I easily imagine it coming to the door, if not horrific in its intent, then horrific in its manner. I put the mausoleum behind me and don't look back.

Scanning for an exit, I espy that the road I'm following leads to the hollowed embankment in which they stash corpses when the ground is frozen, like it is. Surely there's another road, I think, and there are, but a staircase leading up to the world of the living separates itself from the expanse of dark that is the embankment.

As I bee-line for the staircase, I avoid looking at the iron door a little to my right, because it is there that I would be hiding, it is there that I can most easily visualize a pale body wrapped in long, black hair, waiting for kids like me to feed her eternal thirst.

More Blogs

  • 01.17.03
    2

    Friday Jan 17, 2003

    I had a question. I considered posting a topic on the boards, but sin…
  • 01.14.03
    3

    Tuesday Jan 14, 2003

    I spent more than an hour clicking the refresh button on the hookup p…
  • 01.12.03
    2

    Sunday Jan 12, 2003

    Back in the castle. *sigh* *smiles at ceiling*
  • 01.07.03
    1

    Tuesday Jan 07, 2003

    I started packing today out of boredom. I won't be leaving until sund…
  • 12.12.02
    4

    Thursday Dec 12, 2002

    Alright. I'm done with exams. I don't think I failed any. But more im…
  • 12.07.02
    3

    Saturday Dec 07, 2002

    I'm cheating and it's really the eighth (at four in the morning) but …
  • 12.05.02
    5

    Thursday Dec 05, 2002

    Somebody has too much time on their hands. This same somebody is perh…
  • 12.05.02
    0

    Thursday Dec 05, 2002

    I slept in today. And it didn't matter. I got food, and about the …

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
8
months
28
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,667 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,104,161 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,791,383 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2026

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo