fishlips

i made an entry earlier today in a pretty good mood then
little bit latter my mood grew enormusly from making a date with this girl for tonight

now fucking forget about it
nearly had a neverous breakdown when i discovered i have a 5-6 page essay test due tommorrow for my most difficult Spanish class
even if i cancel the date and spend every bit of time between now and the class not sleeping skipping the 3 classes before there's is no way i'll be able to turn in something for a passing grade

meaning little or no chance of passing the class most likely have to drop it

which means another fucking semester of college

spoke with my mom for a while about the whole thing feeling a bit better now

have to get ready i.e. calm the fuck down for my date

full details and likely repurcussions later

(spellings is bad usually take the time to edit and spell check but yeah ya' know...)