right so things lately have been tragic, sureal, sad, hopeful
my friend's father's wake was last tuesday very sad but also i can't remember when my hometown friends were all together last so it was very comforting, sort of...
while at home fro the wake Danny, my younger brother, told me that he may begin to date my friend who i have a thing for...
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my friend's father's wake was last tuesday very sad but also i can't remember when my hometown friends were all together last so it was very comforting, sort of...
while at home fro the wake Danny, my younger brother, told me that he may begin to date my friend who i have a thing for...
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addae:
Cheers.
addae:
Sup Mr. Sober.
a friend's dad was killed in a plane crash this morning
it seems only when terrible things happen that i really belive in God
right now i fucking hate Him
i feel like i'm going to throw up
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=519&ncid=519&e=1&u=/ap/20050205/ap_on_re_us/michigan_plane_crash
it seems only when terrible things happen that i really belive in God
right now i fucking hate Him
i feel like i'm going to throw up
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=519&ncid=519&e=1&u=/ap/20050205/ap_on_re_us/michigan_plane_crash
abia:
That is awful. I am truely sorry to hear that. I hope you feel better soon 
addae:
I'm sorry man.
i not very good at socializing
began the spring semester today when people make small talk i never know what to say or how to react
they ask things about me, i answer and nothing else
then a few minutes later relize that i should ask about them
i feel a come off as a self-centered prick
then feel that i am a self-centered prick...
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began the spring semester today when people make small talk i never know what to say or how to react
they ask things about me, i answer and nothing else
then a few minutes later relize that i should ask about them
i feel a come off as a self-centered prick
then feel that i am a self-centered prick...
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merry:
Yeah, but it helps you come off as less of a weirdo. I know, I suck at small talk too... you can teach yourself to force it, though. Just talk about the weather if you have to. It's inane and tremendously exhausting, but sometimes it's nice to feel normal. 
addae:
Most small talk is a means not to find out more about someone but for people to blab about themselves. Most people not but most people ask what do you do for a living only to say what they do.
i spent most of yesterday evening kicking digger off jude's back they're f-ing siblings and way to young to be having sex esp. with each other also lesley pulled a round worm out of jude's ass
cats are f-ing gross
talk to Danny, he recently came back from Florida doing a habitat for humanity project with some friends of ours he had tales of racists,...
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cats are f-ing gross
talk to Danny, he recently came back from Florida doing a habitat for humanity project with some friends of ours he had tales of racists,...
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aeleven:
neko case is a hot assed bitch!
addae:
Three things I don't know neko case, you say fucking f-ing, anywhere in Florida not a city is scary.
After a long break i worked last night/this morning one of my last runs was to a guy who answered the door without a shirt swastika tattoo on his chest like ed norton in American History X only much fatter and much uglier just when i'm begining to feel that my anti-nazi patch from high school was becoming irrelavent
i did think that 'well maybe...
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i did think that 'well maybe...
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Right, two weeks ago Lesley told me that she is moving out and moving in with this new guy in Virginia. I really took it badly for the first week thinking about all the negative financial affects plus feelings of trully being dumped set in we had a lot of agruments that week and really began to hate her
then for couple of days after...
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then for couple of days after...
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abia:
It sounds like it worked out for the better. I hope it works out for you 
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addae:
That shit is tight. Nice ink dog. When I got tatted on my chest it just hurt next to the clavicle. The rest was just a nice sting.
addae:
Man you rock.
i finished up most of my Xmas shopping yesterday and got my older brother the complete Police Academy box set and of course i had to watch it before i wrapped it up
well i just finished it a total of 7 count 'em 7 Police Academy movies in less than 24 hours i very much wanted to stop during the last one Mission to...
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well i just finished it a total of 7 count 'em 7 Police Academy movies in less than 24 hours i very much wanted to stop during the last one Mission to...
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addae:
Damn those stone cutter for making Steve Guttenburg a star.
stillxhere:
i cant believe they made that many of those movies, my god.
a couple of nights ago i had a total mind-fuck of a dream, it's a bit too personal fro me to want to share it now.
However last night i had a dream which featured a female version of a male friend, also i was swimming under water but still had to come up from air when i woke-up i thought it was such a...
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However last night i had a dream which featured a female version of a male friend, also i was swimming under water but still had to come up from air when i woke-up i thought it was such a...
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Finished my last final this morning the semester is pretty much done i am taking an interim class though
to do list for now till begining of next semester:
*complete peace corps application
*look deeper into grad. schools
*find shit for Red Cross Explorers to do
*complete Rok staff application so Nate won't hate me
*get tattoo touched up
*drawing out sketches for chest pieces...
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to do list for now till begining of next semester:
*complete peace corps application
*look deeper into grad. schools
*find shit for Red Cross Explorers to do
*complete Rok staff application so Nate won't hate me
*get tattoo touched up
*drawing out sketches for chest pieces...
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addae:
Get me a clothes pin, a paper clip, a lighter and blue marker and I can take off two things on your to do list.
fishlips:
studies for tattoos
Last week the point/counterpiont secton of the UWO paper debated stem cell research
God damnit conservatives
this guy who wrote against the research argued about 'potential life' how all the embryo's could have grown to be real people but are destroyed in the process
if conservatives care so much about 'potential life' that's fine by me but can't they be consistent argue 'potential life' against...
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God damnit conservatives
this guy who wrote against the research argued about 'potential life' how all the embryo's could have grown to be real people but are destroyed in the process
if conservatives care so much about 'potential life' that's fine by me but can't they be consistent argue 'potential life' against...
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missmuffet:
what concerns me more about the 'pro-life' issue is how can these people advocate against abortion when the same vote also goes towards supporting war and violent measures overseas? how can you choose to become pro-life when you support the killing of innocent civilians in iraq? those same bombs are capable of killing both men and women, children and perhaps even an expecting mother...how can they call themselves prolife?
this hypocrisy is maddening!
take a look at this link:Iraq Body Count
this hypocrisy is maddening!
take a look at this link:Iraq Body Count
stillxhere:
i'm not mad at her specifically, just the ethic she emobies at this point. there are too many kids taking the same route she is, and it became really evident to me through her selling out.
i dont care who/who not is straight edge, that's none of my concern. i mean, if someone doesnt want to be straight edge and drink that's fine. it's not for everyone. what pisses me off is when people run around all angry preaching about it for a while, then sellout.
it's like, if you cant handle it dont make my friends and i look like shit. i have much more respect for someone who can drink, smoke etc. and be ok with it. i respect those who consume with responsibility.
i've always had respect for you, since i've known you you have always drank with responsibility and been awesome about being tolerant, you're true to yourself. she's not.
i would rather the government decriminalize pot than keep drinking legal.
i dont care who/who not is straight edge, that's none of my concern. i mean, if someone doesnt want to be straight edge and drink that's fine. it's not for everyone. what pisses me off is when people run around all angry preaching about it for a while, then sellout.
it's like, if you cant handle it dont make my friends and i look like shit. i have much more respect for someone who can drink, smoke etc. and be ok with it. i respect those who consume with responsibility.
i've always had respect for you, since i've known you you have always drank with responsibility and been awesome about being tolerant, you're true to yourself. she's not.
i would rather the government decriminalize pot than keep drinking legal.