Drank possiby my body weight in Mojito's and vodka last night...haven't not been that drunk in a long time. Lots of dancing with a school friend I haven't seen in months and months. Totally paying the price of it today...look and feel disgusting. All that can save me now is the boyfriend making me pasta bake for tea, and curling up with him and the...
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alienheep:
The good ole hangover.. I'm in detox at the moment.
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alienheep:
You and me both.
callmemaynard:
Agreed, she's my phone wall paper!
I wish i could erase about 4 years worth of memories. Things i've said, mistakes i made, choices I chose. I wish I could erase over three quarters of the people I've slept with. I was a horrible person. Thinking about alot of the past really, really makes me dislike who I used to be. But what really frustrates me is that I had alot...
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dratini:
I understand exactly how you feel. I myself have a good 4 years that i would love to drop a nuke on. However, those things have made you a much stronger person and shaped who you are today. Without those things, you may not be the beautiful self reflective women i see you are today.
it:
Thats because misery loves company. its always easy to find someone to party with get high with and so on, but when its time to get serious, where the hell did everybody go? 
Best 24 hours in a long time.
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beezle:
yay I'm happy for you!
bigiddy:
You're welcome!
new hair...sunshine...de-cluttering...dieting...comparing life now to that of four years ago...finally letting myself cry for what seemed like an hour on my boyfriend...I feel a bit lighter.
alienheep:
Good. 
bigiddy:
Good joob some people can still provide articulate replies to these blogs, otherwise we would all have nothing to read. Oh, wait...
I ma back to being a redhead. Definately prefer it this way
alienheep:
I love the red.
I love the red.
alienheep:
Pictures!!
All's I have is the one of me and you from two years ago.
All's I have is the one of me and you from two years ago.
fed up of feeling all lonely. and fed up of feeling unwanted. and definately fed up of hearing myself complain, like a broken fucking record. I bore myself, god knows what i do to other people
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nessy:
aw, darling. *hugs*
alienheep:
Oh loves. Know that you are wanted. 
Frustration.
alienheep:
Tell me about it. Pm/email me if you like. xoxo
I am officially exhausted. I wish there was a handbook for babies; i dunno what I'm doing wrong.
On the plus side, definately appreicating being able to drink wine again. It helps all things.
On the plus side, definately appreicating being able to drink wine again. It helps all things.
alienheep:
Just don't drink too much
Motherhood has to be exhausting, I've heard after the first year it gets better. I hope dude is still there to help you!
Motherhood has to be exhausting, I've heard after the first year it gets better. I hope dude is still there to help you!