I feel like the biggest bitch in the world. Im poorly and have had too much sun which im sure isnt helping my meloncholy.
I really dont get why people end up liking me.
And it would save so much trouble & heartache if they didnt.
Totally spoilt and vain sounding but i just want to rewind.
I really dont get why people end up liking me.
And it would save so much trouble & heartache if they didnt.
Totally spoilt and vain sounding but i just want to rewind.
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alienheep:
And about the being in my own bed well. It's not as I thought it would be.. I think it's because I hate living here so it's not like a place I really want to come home to.. The tail end of this dead life.. And now more than ever I find myself wanting to build a home somewhere, metaphorically speaking, which is crazy because I never thought that I would.. Home.... I have no home, just a place to keep all of my crap... depressing.
alienheep:
Oh and the UK being awesome. Yeah, it's like when I sat at Queens Square in Bath and thought to myself, if I lived here, I wonder how long it would take for this place to loose its wonder and become just another park.. For me, probably quite awhile especially with a city like Bath surrounding it.. It's so foreign to me 