so sarah came over and somehow we got on the subject of joe.. a boy i used to love, but we were always just good friends, and now he's married.. blah blah blah.. but i told her the whole story about our friendship from when i was 14 right up to when we got drunk and told eachother how we felt about one another when i was 19.. then seeing him when i was 21, with his wife in wal mart for like 2 minutes.. and he didn't even really say anything to me.. which crushed me.. cuz he was still my good friend right? meh.. but i told her the whole story, and started CRYING!!! what the hell? am i so fuct up now that i reduced myself to crying over THAT? AGAIN? he's not even my friend anymore.. i guess.. i haven't heard from him in soo long.. i have no reason to go back to my hometown.. my best friend is not there anymore.. i dont think i will ever see him agian.. it's over.. really realllly over..
firfette:
oh my god.. i found out my rock star is going to be back in fairbanks this summer! i can't wait to see him again. after all he took a chunk of my heart back to ohio with him. i want it back.