firfette

I feel like I am starting over again. My bedroom is all clean and unpacked (even though I've been here 9 months already) everything is hung up, and put away... I feel like I'm starting over with my boyfriend too. I look at him in a totally new light. I see that he's not as honest and commited as I thought he was. But now since it's all exposed, he wants to makes things better. Lets see what happens. He has hurt me one time in the year and a half we've been together. If he hurts me one more time I will leave... and that includes finding out he lied to me. My mom was used and hurt by men for years. It's not happening to me.