This is a poem that I wrote for myself, but am dedicating to my friend who recently passed away, by his own choice. I am posting it to annoy Bash, but I know he will really like it. 
I also want to say that I feel much better after my week of hell, and am rejoining the world of functioning shortly... Oh and fuck easter,...
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I also want to say that I feel much better after my week of hell, and am rejoining the world of functioning shortly... Oh and fuck easter,... Read More
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Friday. Blah. I had the worst week in existance. My friend killed himself on tues morn, and I went to his wake yeaterday. There were also two other people that I know that died this week, 
Then I called up that guy Keith and told him to fuck himself, because he never called me back when I was upset. Then I got in a fight...
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Then I called up that guy Keith and told him to fuck himself, because he never called me back when I was upset.
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opalia:
I've always been told that people can cope with anything life throws at us but that never makes it any easier or less painful. I hope that things soon start to look up for you. Take care of yourself.
mct:
OMG ... I'm so sorry to hear about your week *hugs hugs*
Sorry to hear about your loss
Sorry to hear about your loss
Have to say that st. patricks day kicked my ass. Literally. I fell down in the high heels I was wearing a few times, but enough to wake up with bruises all over my ass and back..
But it was fun. I did a photo diary of it...I think I will put it in my pics. If not now than later....Thanks for the ideas for...
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But it was fun. I did a photo diary of it...I think I will put it in my pics. If not now than later....Thanks for the ideas for...
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acidslug:
Always looking for new friends. Still high. Still sick. Ew.
Way to go on the making out, as well.
Way to go on the making out, as well.
x_doug_x:
thanks 
i like the mask pic, i've kinda become known for it. but sometimes you need a change. i've used this one before, maybe i'll keep it around for a while.
i like the mask pic, i've kinda become known for it. but sometimes you need a change. i've used this one before, maybe i'll keep it around for a while.
So I have decided no more boy problems!!!!!! Fuck them. Fuck them all. Eventually. I have decided that it is my full intention to become a black widow lesbian. I am half way there. I just need a lesbian lover. 
Anyone know any hot lesbians that want to scheme a guy out of all of his money?
Haha, I am just kidding. I don't want...
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Anyone know any hot lesbians that want to scheme a guy out of all of his money?
Haha, I am just kidding. I don't want...
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japap1177:
Strange cat I am but thats a good thing I lead a full fun life live for today bye
x_doug_x:
ok, first off....
fuck all the boys? where do i get in line for that? 
second, those 3 newest pics are heavenly.
fuck all the boys? where do i get in line for that?
second, those 3 newest pics are heavenly.
Wow! What a fucking terrific weekend! I went to this show last night that I was invited to by the guy I like, and he played a set that blew my ever-judging mind!!!!! I was so impressed, and of course I proceeded to go home with him and give him his just reward for being sexy, smart and talented. And did I ever give it...
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twobitvision:
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MAY TE COM
MAY TE COM
twobitvision:
SYSSW;A=KK RGUA UA RGW NIAR QII==YBWEW=IEKS QW XB fwrqw agiyk suarwbi r ur BS ARYSTU= RGW SEYN rrendeyccnwe bbs ur aiyks ii=qiej,,k, u;n kuj fiiiw ib nuzub
MAY TE COM
rock the high frequencies and disease
MAY TE COM
rock the high frequencies and disease
I Wrote this poem for a poetry workshop class.
It is all true....
(And BTW I have decided against my ex, since he never supported me much anyways.)
The Haunted House on Temple St.
My new house, white with grey shudders,
Loomed from the inside, with pleasant exterior,
Hating it for being my replacement home.
The steps a veritable disaster zone,
The high ceilings grotesque...
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It is all true....
(And BTW I have decided against my ex, since he never supported me much anyways.)
The Haunted House on Temple St.
My new house, white with grey shudders,
Loomed from the inside, with pleasant exterior,
Hating it for being my replacement home.
The steps a veritable disaster zone,
The high ceilings grotesque...
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mct:
Love the poem ... you have a great way with words.
Hope you have a great weekend ... be sure to go out and have some fun.
Hope you have a great weekend ... be sure to go out and have some fun.
chrisdryad:
In atmosphere, it sounds like a 14th century manor house I lived in once. That was very spooky 
You're good at conveying the feelings through words. That's something I've never been good at so , much respect.
Good choice on the ex by the way. Aren't those hard choices that only you can make so joyeous (there is no suitable smiley for conveying sarcasm)?
Your profile does make me smile honey I'm not a cowboy but my girl has a horse and I'm sure I could find a pool table
You're good at conveying the feelings through words. That's something I've never been good at so , much respect.
Good choice on the ex by the way. Aren't those hard choices that only you can make so joyeous (there is no suitable smiley for conveying sarcasm)?
Your profile does make me smile honey
I'm not a cowboy but my girl has a horse and I'm sure I could find a pool table
The sun has begun to set on my realm, the glistening pink off of the buildings twinkles ever so slightly and the sky is pale blue and purple.
My exboyfriend just called me, and started guilt-tripping me about the other guy (aforementioned guy whom I am always waiting to call,) But this time when my ex called he told me that he thought we were...
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My exboyfriend just called me, and started guilt-tripping me about the other guy (aforementioned guy whom I am always waiting to call,) But this time when my ex called he told me that he thought we were...
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x_doug_x:
whatever makes me happy huh? anything?!
but yeah, it was a good time. not as easy as it looks, but you get the hang of it. should be fun next week too.
but yeah, it was a good time. not as easy as it looks, but you get the hang of it. should be fun next week too.
chrisdryad:
If you can make a coca tea that'll take my eye out, you're in
As for the ex thing, well, it's tricky. Circles of friends have halcyon days y'know. ebb and flow and all that. You could go see him, you could get back together but (3 letters, massive consequences) it will never be the same
Who can tell whether it would be better or worse?
You're spot on about Starr. Her set is stunning I do have a thing about girls with dreads 
Take it easy honey
As for the ex thing, well, it's tricky. Circles of friends have halcyon days y'know. ebb and flow and all that. You could go see him, you could get back together but (3 letters, massive consequences) it will never be the same
Who can tell whether it would be better or worse?
You're spot on about Starr. Her set is stunning
I do have a thing about girls with dreads
Take it easy honey
Today is dark and rainy!!! I went to class this morning but ever since I have been sitting in bed, on my laptop, smoking weed and drinking wine. I feel nerdy. But in a good way. I had a weird dream last night (me too bash!) and I was like in a police station, trying to get a report that I had filed about my...
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mct:
*hugs*
Hope you feel better soon ...
Hope you feel better soon ...
chrisdryad:
Hey Firey, hope it's not dark and rainy again
I've always wanted to go to South America. It's the old hippy in me
Peru has got to be one of the most magical places on Earth.
especially if you add a cup of coca leaf tea to the proceedings
I always wonder what goes on in some boys minds. I 've seen it lots, lovely, sexy girls, like yourself, and the boy doesn't call. Is he mad?
I've always wanted to go to South America. It's the old hippy in me
Peru has got to be one of the most magical places on Earth.
especially if you add a cup of coca leaf tea to the proceedings
I always wonder what goes on in some boys minds. I 've seen it lots, lovely, sexy girls, like yourself, and the boy doesn't call. Is he mad?
Hell, I just erased what I just wrote. Weekend over,... No me gusta. No quiero ir a la escuela en la manana. Oh well. this weekend I saw my friend Jacqui, who lives in NY, in the bronx, at fordham university. That was cool. Then last night I drank pink champagn and wine with some of my friends from high school and my exboyfriends exgirlfriend...
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green_ferns:
Hi there! What festivals do you go to in upstate NY? I've never really been to any festivals except our local county fair, which though it is supposedly the best county fair in the state, it is still pretty hick and I try hard to avoid it. I am currently residing in Houghton NY, an ass tiny college town in allegeny county, but my home is in Delhi NY.
japap1177:
hi look bye bye
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http://www.lovelosslife.zoomshare.com/
Oh yeah, and I just realized how much I truly like Guns n Roses. They fuckin rock!
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x_doug_x:
i just realized how truly cute you are.
ok, i didnt just realize it. i've known for a while
ok, i didnt just realize it. i've known for a while
bashster:
welcome my dear,you sniffed out my piccys shucks and saw me naked shucks ,i do,t mind thou if you got it flaunt it i say!,thanx for acceptin my friend request resitance is futile babe have a smashin weekend bash the old skool bish
thanx for droppin by ps i survived my bar trip!
,i do,t mind thou if you got it flaunt it i say!,thanx for acceptin my friend request resitance is futile babe have a smashin weekend bash the old skool bish
thanx for droppin by ps i survived my bar trip!
Anyway update your journal lazy arse,more piccys etc
Being forceful and manly today hope is doesn,t offend!
have a good un this week love MARK