The sun has begun to set on my realm, the glistening pink off of the buildings twinkles ever so slightly and the sky is pale blue and purple.
My exboyfriend just called me, and started guilt-tripping me about the other guy (aforementioned guy whom I am always waiting to call,) But this time when my ex called he told me that he thought we were getting back together and how I am selfish for talking to someone else. He is mad that I am going to the other guy's show on Sat. and not to hang out with my friends like I usually do (he lives with some of my friends.) Then he offered to pay me to move back in with him and be his "woman." I am not sure if he was kidding or not. He then begged me to go see him, and I am not sure if I should or not. I am sure you will all say "fuck him" but he is still one of my best friends. (there is a pic in my pics under more stuff, titled "my ex-fiancee") I am just confused.
How about Starr's set yesterday? That was sooo hot!!!
I haven't checked out todays yet.
Do I look too green in my profile pic? I feel like its a wierd tint. Stupid camera phone. I need a digi. oooh I just got a shipment of tea that I ordered online, from Adagio teas, and they have the most amazing smelling tea. I ordered two of the new white samples (blueberry, and tropic) 4oz of the green earl grey, 8 oz of spearmint, and 6? oz of Jasmine. It all smells soo good. I just tried the blueberry and its awesome!!!!!!! Ok, well I need to do some homework...Poems to write, poems to read. Poetry is seething out of me, I am glad I can just release some normal language through this journal before going back to counting the meter of my lines. AAAH, I just started doing it!!! I need to go on vacation!!! Can I go with you and Andrea to South America dryad? I don't eat much, and I can brew a mean cup of tea!
My exboyfriend just called me, and started guilt-tripping me about the other guy (aforementioned guy whom I am always waiting to call,) But this time when my ex called he told me that he thought we were getting back together and how I am selfish for talking to someone else. He is mad that I am going to the other guy's show on Sat. and not to hang out with my friends like I usually do (he lives with some of my friends.) Then he offered to pay me to move back in with him and be his "woman." I am not sure if he was kidding or not. He then begged me to go see him, and I am not sure if I should or not. I am sure you will all say "fuck him" but he is still one of my best friends. (there is a pic in my pics under more stuff, titled "my ex-fiancee") I am just confused.
How about Starr's set yesterday? That was sooo hot!!!
I haven't checked out todays yet.
Do I look too green in my profile pic? I feel like its a wierd tint. Stupid camera phone. I need a digi. oooh I just got a shipment of tea that I ordered online, from Adagio teas, and they have the most amazing smelling tea. I ordered two of the new white samples (blueberry, and tropic) 4oz of the green earl grey, 8 oz of spearmint, and 6? oz of Jasmine. It all smells soo good. I just tried the blueberry and its awesome!!!!!!! Ok, well I need to do some homework...Poems to write, poems to read. Poetry is seething out of me, I am glad I can just release some normal language through this journal before going back to counting the meter of my lines. AAAH, I just started doing it!!! I need to go on vacation!!! Can I go with you and Andrea to South America dryad? I don't eat much, and I can brew a mean cup of tea!
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but yeah, it was a good time. not as easy as it looks, but you get the hang of it. should be fun next week too.
As for the ex thing, well, it's tricky. Circles of friends have halcyon days y'know. ebb and flow and all that. You could go see him, you could get back together but (3 letters, massive consequences) it will never be the same
Who can tell whether it would be better or worse?
You're spot on about Starr. Her set is stunning
Take it easy honey