fireyspright

Today is dark and rainy!!! I went to class this morning but ever since I have been sitting in bed, on my laptop, smoking weed and drinking wine. I feel nerdy. But in a good way. I had a weird dream last night (me too bash!) and I was like in a police station, trying to get a report that I had filed about my exboyfriend, but the cops were all concerned about me downloading music. (maybe I should stop downloading music, its just so addictive!!!!!!!!!!)

I have also felt depressed all day, because the guy I like has not called me in like four days, and I refuse to call him, since I called last and left a message. Why do so many people have to suck and only a few be worthwhile? I swear to god I am going to end up as an old cat lady. You can see it already in my pics...Cats and cats.

I hope Venla comes out with a new set. I am so infatuated with her... I wonder when her last one was... I think I will just have to find out after this...hehehe. So for now, just hold onto the lovers lust, that emotion once forgotten, found amongst the tears and dust, and all such things so rotten... I wish i could.