jesus i feel sooo weird on this site some times... I want to get to know the people, ie modles and other members, yet i have never done any of this online stuff before. Some one help me with edicate because ifeel as if it might be different here in than in person, which oddly enough is easier for me!
other than online insecurties, finals week is upon me at the good old university. Quite frankly i hate this time of year, not just the tests but the goodbyes, it is hard for me to pick my shit up, move back to los gatos and say, "hey ill see you in three months." this college life is so surreal, but i do not want it to ever end... huzzah for wanting a phd! some day i will realise that crap i just graduated... what next... i know, i will teach just so i can stay in school. hopefully that will not be found out in the dispair of a cubical because of influences from family, faculty and corpate america sucking the life from me.... long live the endless pursuit of knowledge and fun.
i gues i am done for my rambles tonight.
other than online insecurties, finals week is upon me at the good old university. Quite frankly i hate this time of year, not just the tests but the goodbyes, it is hard for me to pick my shit up, move back to los gatos and say, "hey ill see you in three months." this college life is so surreal, but i do not want it to ever end... huzzah for wanting a phd! some day i will realise that crap i just graduated... what next... i know, i will teach just so i can stay in school. hopefully that will not be found out in the dispair of a cubical because of influences from family, faculty and corpate america sucking the life from me.... long live the endless pursuit of knowledge and fun.
i gues i am done for my rambles tonight.