New job alert I work at pac-sun as an assistant manager I had to take the job. I do next to nothing for a good hourly wage! I am working at the same mall I worked at in high school and that is not cool. I really don't give a shit because I am going to be a fire fighter anyway I still have to get my EMT certification. I forgot how nice it was to work retail hours! I really don't have to deal with traffic and I love traffic so much . I am missing on oink so much right now where is my music? I hate Itunes with a passion why design a program that needs to upgrade every two weeks. Check out win amp if you hate itunes it is free and you can put songs on your ipod from win amp. What else is going on in my life? The wife is back to normal which is great! Christmas is coming which means save save save that money for presents. I have always felt that Christmas is a weired holiday. You buy presents for people that buy you presents because you fell obligated too. Lets just cut the crap buy are own stuff and spend time with family. I do like the part where you eat good food and spend time with family. Also if you have children which I do it is fun to be Santa!!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes the rest of the holiday just feels like an awkward ball of formality. It may just be me because my wife says I do not know how to show emotions I guess I wouldn't know because I have none. I really try to act surprised and happy but I uselessly know what I ma getting and I have a slate face of emotions. Funny thing about Christmas with my family is we really have never made a big deal of it. We where pretty poor for a long time and then when we weren't my parents just got us big things through out the year. I have gotten shampoo and conditioner for Christmas at least ten to fifteen times. Ohh you got me socks again sweet mom thanks! She always gets you things that you need because we got things you wanted through out the year. All in all I think that this has ruined the rush of Christmas for me. My wives family is the total opposite which i find hard to handle. They are getting us a LCD for Christmas which is cool and that is all I need but that is not how they work. That is a me and Megan gift so it is a Flynn family gift and they feel they still should get us individual gifts. I know I am bitching about cool gifts but it kind of makes me fell awkward to ask for so much. Anyways I am rambling and know matter what Megan's parents are always going to over gift in my opinion but what are you going to do.

Peace and Chicken Grease
I ramble to the third degree.