fireluver

So, it's 5:00 a.m. and I just got home from dropping Vanessa suicide off at her casa. We had our SGNM party tonight, and wow, it was sooooooo much fun.

Some thanks to myself for the exquisitely perfect preparation of 50 some odd jello shots that made the evening quite interesting! I seriously think I did atleast 15-20 of them myself!!! And, I have the red pointer finger on my right hand to prove it. (Photo presented as proof in pic file named Snacky's Party coming soon!)

I experienced so much in one night, I don't even know where to begin so I guess I will begin at the beginning....

I got compliments, and dirty looks. I made new friends, and saw THRU some old ones. I realized just how "best" my best friend is! I kissed two boys in the same night at the same party. (See above paragraph about jello shots) No, I didn't make out with them, I just kissed them! How could I say no to hot boys like them???

I sang The Dan Band out loud with Josh and Vanessa, and played 80's records on Jesse's record player! I chilled on the bathroom floor with Vanessa and we talked and laughed for hours! (We told everyone she was puking!)

I was hesitant to go to the party because I didn't want to have shit thrown at me. I almost didn't go, but because my friends called and text messaged me for days giving me the guilt trip I felt like I needed to atleast make an appearance.

So, here I am, it's 5:20 a.m. and I'm so fucking tired. But it's o.k. cuz I have gained some new friends and for that, it was worth having to be in the same house as my ex and the girl he's hanging with.

Closing point...... I was playing with a deck of "Truth or Dare" cards at the party and the girl who's hanging with my ex overheard me asking a question from one of the cards and she took it upon herself to answer it from the next room very loudly..... (I'm reading outloud to my friend Sean) TRUTH - "What's the most unethical thing you've ever done?" to which she answers "Fucked my friend's boyfriend!!" Yep, and she says I'm the crazy one???? Oh what???



Photos from the party will be up tomorrow in my pic file!!! Love you all!!!

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