We all give out of love. All of us. If you didn't give out of love you would be deceiving yourself. I give alot to my situation because that's what necessary right now to help it along.
Everyone just wants to feel loved. Even those who say that it dosen't matter, or that life goes on without it. They are especially full of shit. Everybody that breathes wants to have someone love them. Someone that accepts them with all their funky flaws. Someone that is there for them at the drop of a hat. Someone who will go to bat for them. Someone who is there when you need to fall into someone's arms and shield yourself from the world.
I question my relationship alot, and I do this because I love him. I love him so much and if I didn't feel this way I wouldn't give two shits as to what he was doing, how he was feeling, or what was going on in his life. If I didn't want my man around he wouldn't be. I do want him here with me, around me, even if it's only once a week.
I've said this before and I'll say it again. Not all of us have the luxury of a job that allows us unlimited personal calls, unlimited running around when we want to, and hours that we set ourselves. But, we can all make time for a "good morning love of my life" and for a "sweet dreams my little love monkey" and for a day or two a week to spend looking at each other and doing the other stuff that boys and girls do together!
I am staying right here and am gonna do my best to be open and honest with my feelings when they start to well up inside of me. I am gonna put all that I have into this situation and I'm gonna hope for the best. He's here for a reason and I am here for him for a reason. We just haven't quite figured it all out yet. Time is exactly what it takes. Time.
Everyone just wants to feel loved. Even those who say that it dosen't matter, or that life goes on without it. They are especially full of shit. Everybody that breathes wants to have someone love them. Someone that accepts them with all their funky flaws. Someone that is there for them at the drop of a hat. Someone who will go to bat for them. Someone who is there when you need to fall into someone's arms and shield yourself from the world.
I question my relationship alot, and I do this because I love him. I love him so much and if I didn't feel this way I wouldn't give two shits as to what he was doing, how he was feeling, or what was going on in his life. If I didn't want my man around he wouldn't be. I do want him here with me, around me, even if it's only once a week.
I've said this before and I'll say it again. Not all of us have the luxury of a job that allows us unlimited personal calls, unlimited running around when we want to, and hours that we set ourselves. But, we can all make time for a "good morning love of my life" and for a "sweet dreams my little love monkey" and for a day or two a week to spend looking at each other and doing the other stuff that boys and girls do together!
I am staying right here and am gonna do my best to be open and honest with my feelings when they start to well up inside of me. I am gonna put all that I have into this situation and I'm gonna hope for the best. He's here for a reason and I am here for him for a reason. We just haven't quite figured it all out yet. Time is exactly what it takes. Time.
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eblaz007:
sounds like way to much work! here we go again, another step in the wrong direction, let life begin, its not broke, its the wrong connection!its not a sin, everyone has their own addiction. so dont give in, pain is just a self affliction! we cant make a square peg fit in a round hole? can we?
marloski:
you gotta go with your gut feeling...but don't let yourself get hurt in the process! i hope everything works out for you guys and if it's meant to be then it will!