Thanksgiving is so weird, huh? I mean, one of my friends kinda put it best the other night. "It's really dumb that the whole country celebrates a whole bunch of Indians getting slaughtered." Guess I never really looked at it like that. I guess for me it's always been a time when I get to eat some good stuff and be with my family. This year was the first in the last three that I've had a boyfriend, and he wasn't there. I missed him all day long. There's so many rad things about him and it would of been fun to share him with the people that I love. I spend way more time missing him than I spend with him. Hopefully, someday soon, all that will change. Alot of things are cycling in his life and new things are coming in. Lots of good things in store and I think that will mean that he and I can spend a little more time on "us". Ugggghhhhh, I don't think I'll have to eat for three days......... 