Alright well here goes, not even sure if anyone is going to read this but whatever it's got to be done right. So here goes, I just came back to here from a long hiatas, I'm single yet again, tring to find someone after hitting that 30mark a couple months ago seems almost impossible. Or at least people we'll say in my dating range. Most people find me a remarkable person, the word honesty brings new meaning when it comes to me. I tell it like it is, even though it is difficult not to offend at times. But I'm a very good natured person, single full custodial parent of a 7yr old boy that will be 8 in 2 weeks. I hate being single it's makes me a spaz, every time I'm single I get this impending doom that I'm going to be alone forever. I get awkward, and quirky and beside myself, panic mode, but rarely depression, it's just a lot of why I'm a cool person with a lot to offer, so why should I settle for something I don't want!? I guess that's enough peering into my psyche for now.