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Okay, the past couple days have been a real struggle for me.
Thank you for the good thoughts and nice comments. I have needed them badly.
I found out on Easter sunday evening, I had two people dear to my heart pass away. The fucked up thing was they rushed the funeral to monday so I didn't even get to say goodbye.
Last night, we had some big issues going on with the family that could cause some serious problems soon. And the heartbreak of all....
My grandpa was admitted to the hospital this morning. He's been bleeding rectally and they can't figure out whats causing it yet.
Here's a pic from when I was 19 and he was healthy.

Here's a pic that was just taken a little over a week ago


I'm sorry I'm a little depressing right now. I just hate seeing him suffer like he is.
I can show you a picture of something really weird I seen the other week. I thought maybe I had drank too much or maybe too many pain killers fucked up my perceptions but it was real

Its a black squirrel!
It reminded me of sword in the stone.

Oh by the way....

I cut my hair off and I had to show off what Ember had bought me for my birthday back in december.
I guess I need some sleep before work and back to the hospital.