Just got back into civilization after two months floating around the cold, cold mountains of Korea. A couple of guys almost lost toes and fingers to the winter chill, but I'm from Minnesota, so that shit was no big deal for me. Seriously though, two guys refused to move after digging shelters, we bundled them up and the only way we knew they were alive...
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I love the internet, it lets me be truly free. By that I mean I don't have to worry about what I do on here catching up with me. While most people would use that to incite rage, troll, I find it lets me get my point across better than I could with my stuttering voice. Hell, words don't come out of my mouth right,...
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To me, a smile can be the most attractive feature a person has. It shows off something, besides the obligatory expression of joy, something that stays hidden inside you. A good smile can show you the warmth a person hides in their heart for a loved one. It can show the hidden core of a man who always looks mad, and it can be that...
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It's not hard to infer I'm in the military, I don't mention it a lot because usually it gives off a different impression than the one I like. Regardless, I've been stuck on a rock out in the middle of the ocean for the last three years, doing nothing but hopping to other islands and playing make believe scenarios over and over. The time has...
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I return to suicide girls to appreciate beautiful women and chat with folks. Also, to treat this like a live journal and fill it with random thoughts and arguements I have.
I'm debating throwing up a picture on here of myself. I feel like I lose a chunk of myself if I do so, but hell, why not? I'm sure we'll see in the next...
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Life is hard, but I've been told it's what you make of it. So, I'm trying to look out on life with a bit more sunshine in my eyes. Pessimism and cynicism seem to have ruled my life, and still plays a large part in it. But, I'm letting a bit of optimism into my system. It burns, like a sincere hug.
I did good...
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So, today I found out my brother's dog had gone missing. My folks theorize the local bears got in a tussle with him and he's either dead or dying. I told my friend this, in a rather matter of fact way, and was told I seemed too casual with the whole thing. Honestly, I didn't know how to respond to that. Back home, death is...
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ferkixlll:
Any context of Death puts most people off, more so if they feel that you are too casual with it. Look at all of the people who can buy meat in the supermarket yet frown on hunting. *** Getting past the bury your Emotions is a big up hill struggle. But they are yours and valid. As a Shrink told a buddy of mine: " It is perfectly normal to want to kill ___________; but very Abnormal to do so." To find a way to ground out the rage without harming others or ones self is a good quest. *** Good luck.
wizard0:
Some people get a lot more attached to their animals than others. I love my pets, and I usually cry when they pass, but then I get another one, and love that one just as much. To me, it's still a dog, or a cat, or a hamster. To others, it becomes their surrogate family.
At this point in my life, it's not hard to tell what sorta cliche niche I fit into is. Its obviously nerd, for a variety of reasons. Though, for some reason, the nerd look seems to coincide with the hipster look, which has also taken from me my flannel shirts. I need those for cutting firewood damnit!
That's besides the point though, I've been a...
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