It's not hard to infer I'm in the military, I don't mention it a lot because usually it gives off a different impression than the one I like. Regardless, I've been stuck on a rock out in the middle of the ocean for the last three years, doing nothing but hopping to other islands and playing make believe scenarios over and over. The time has...
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I return to suicide girls to appreciate beautiful women and chat with folks. Also, to treat this like a live journal and fill it with random thoughts and arguements I have.
I'm debating throwing up a picture on here of myself. I feel like I lose a chunk of myself if I do so, but hell, why not? I'm sure we'll see in the next...
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Life is hard, but I've been told it's what you make of it. So, I'm trying to look out on life with a bit more sunshine in my eyes. Pessimism and cynicism seem to have ruled my life, and still plays a large part in it. But, I'm letting a bit of optimism into my system. It burns, like a sincere hug.
I did good...
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So, today I found out my brother's dog had gone missing. My folks theorize the local bears got in a tussle with him and he's either dead or dying. I told my friend this, in a rather matter of fact way, and was told I seemed too casual with the whole thing. Honestly, I didn't know how to respond to that. Back home, death is...
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ferkixlll:
Any context of Death puts most people off, more so if they feel that you are too casual with it. Look at all of the people who can buy meat in the supermarket yet frown on hunting. *** Getting past the bury your Emotions is a big up hill struggle. But they are yours and valid. As a Shrink told a buddy of mine: " It is perfectly normal to want to kill ___________; but very Abnormal to do so." To find a way to ground out the rage without harming others or ones self is a good quest. *** Good luck.
wizard0:
Some people get a lot more attached to their animals than others. I love my pets, and I usually cry when they pass, but then I get another one, and love that one just as much. To me, it's still a dog, or a cat, or a hamster. To others, it becomes their surrogate family.
At this point in my life, it's not hard to tell what sorta cliche niche I fit into is. Its obviously nerd, for a variety of reasons. Though, for some reason, the nerd look seems to coincide with the hipster look, which has also taken from me my flannel shirts. I need those for cutting firewood damnit!
That's besides the point though, I've been a...
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Have you ever just gone to the mall, or a park, and sat on a bench? Life just bustles on around you, and most people pay you no mind. You can sit there and look around, and see just what people do when they think no one's paying them no mind.
I always like sitting and looking for people I think would be interesting to...
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Some desert camouflage painted Canadians I painted for a friend, for our new game. Flames of War is a world war 2 game fought with little buggers. They have literally every list possible for any period of war, even just released Pacific War campaign books.
My friend back home is really into music, like, the expert of it really. The dude plays a five and four string bass, and is a damn good roarer. He recently confided in me that he was putting together a metal band, fronted by a woman. Symphonic metal has a certain appeal to it, so I signed on as a lyricist and keyboard player.
I...
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I've known two things with certainty as a child, I wanted to join the military, and I wanted to be an author. So, when I turned eighteen, I signed up for the baddest, hardest fuckers on the block. I got one out of the way, but the second seems to be a lot harder.
My stories never seem to come out right, not to me...
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I've always been a good drawer, well, sort of a good one anyway. Art is my thing, even if I'm not that good at it. I mostly am an artist of the written word, poetry or stories or even a few books, and I am a painter. I paint the hell out of canvas, and models. The models I like to show off, the canvas...
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