So I was looking for a habit
Then I was looking for my soul
As I was looking for my mind
I found your control
When I opened my eyes
I left all things alone
The center of my heart I thought
Would never explode
Down underneath
Bottomless and free
Your peace was my sanity
Your dreams my decree
Longing for my touch
Longing for my fold
Gripping fear and driven
Hollow and cold
What was left I will find
What was wrong will be released
When you decide to talk to me
My love will be released
Akashic tears and dread
Gods lonely abode of might
Where will I see her
When I cry
Lofted risen and sorted
Bound to death we bleed
High horses will be toppled
War is only necessity
Women have their wisdom
And I have my mind
If I ever looked uncomfortable
It would be the end of my time
Back into the foxhole
Before the ages of man
I witnessed someone missing
Drawn out by my own hand
Would I have a desire for you
If the only desire is mine
Would I be a wreckless fool
If I wasn’t my design
Truth is accord
I am all there is
If I was lost inside you
I could enjoy my own abyss
Never will I wonder
Never will I fear
Death is the beginning
Of all that I hold dear
My record was a lie
My hopes were others cream
My sisters are unwarranted
To break into this seem
What would you be looking for
If all you see is wrong
Could you see your own beauty
If what you want is free
Beg me for a martyr
Beg me for my hunt
Beg me for your truth
All I am is gone