Well that didnt last long (referring to the previous blog), but should I really be expected to sit there while I'm being played off against at least one other guy? She said the moment it became serious then it would stop with the other guy but now I have a trust issue, how do I know that things are over, is she out with her friends like she says? All signs pointed to a good time she even said she didnt fancy this other guy but that he was persistent and kept buying her things, Lingerie, Perfume who knows what else. Maybe it's my fault for giving her the choice of one or the other but surely it's not fair on either person. Guess she chose the Perfume over me. I know life isnt fair blah blah blah but fuck it, feeling pretty pissed off at the moment. Maybe she will re-think, maybe not. Did I do the wrong thing? Did she have knee jerk reaction? Did I have a knee jerk reaction? Maybe I'm just getting old and life isnt fair get over it.
